Diapered Elderly Caitian in 2024...

[caitianx]

5/1/2024 - 20:11 -
Now I have some time to play with some of my MATCHBOX and HOT WHEELS toy cars and trucks.
Earlier, another important teleconference.
Before that I had Supper.
I did watch some news on CNN.
I am tired of watching the "Elderly Whiner" saying he is being "persecuted".
He is getting "prosecuted" for his crimes.
I say, "Man Up" and accept you guilt and accept your punishment whenever it comes.
I am no "sissy".

 

[caitianx]

5/2/2024 - 18:20 -
I am okay.
A mixed day of being both "Little" and "Big".
Shortly I have "another" teleconference to attend at 19:00.
ID/DD Mental Health Care Access Taskforce.
My input as an Autistic with lifelong Unipolar Depression is needed.
Earlier I had Supper.
Before that, my afternoon nap.

 

[caitianx]

5/2/2024 - 20:43 -
After the teleconference I video chatted with an Autistic diapered friend out in Oklahoma.
I have just taken my evening medications.
Yes.
It is time to play with plushies before bedtime later while watching television online.

 

[caitianx]

5/2/2024 - 21:46 -
Sigh...
On and off my toilet in the rear bathroom to change my dirty diapers.
3 poopy diapers this evening.
Mushy poop.
No tummy upset.
Just pooping myself out in the evening instead of the morning.
Online I am still watching Educational Television Documentaries.
This evening focusing upon Astronomy.

 

[caitianx]

5/3/2024 - 17:03 -
Sigh...
I found out via FACEBOOK that my Transgender Autistic friend, "RA" got herself fired for taking an Autistic Mental Fit on the job down in Boston, Massachusetts.
Not funny.
I took an Autistic Mental Fit on the job back in 1982 and got blown out the door of GOULD, Inc., MODICON Div.
I paid for my big Autistic Mental Fit with being mostly unemployed and nobody wanting to hire me for the rest of my adult life from age 24 onwards.
I blew up my own High Technology Career in Electronics, and it really never came back, even with the so-called "assistance" from the New Hampshire State Department of Vocational Rehabilitation for the Disabled.
Most of my adult life as an Autistic with Cerebral Palsy, I just pretended to be an Engineering Technician/Engineer despite having a 100% real and legitimate Engineering Degree from Wentworth Institute of Technology in Boston, Massachusetts.
www.wit.edu
In real life, 90% of us Autistics with skills and abilities that can be used in the workplace are either at best "underemployed", but are mostly "unembloyed" between the ages of 18 to 65+.
There are zero adaptations in the workplace anywhere in the United States whatsoever.
Anyway, I am okay.
I am up from my nap.
Finally the Sun is out.

 

[caitianx]

5/3/2024 - 18:15 -
Earlier I had Supper.
Yes.
On my schedule is "another" teleconference at 19:00.
The adult world intruding in.
Yes.
I am also washing one of my PAW PATROL blankets and 2 re-usable bed pads.
I also cleaned out my adult potty chair "mess tray" of pee-pee and poo-poo.

 

[caitianx]

5/3/2024 - 22:00 -
I am in Night Owl Mode as usual.
Online I am watching a Space Science documentary series online via PLUTO TV.
Earlier around 20:00 I had taken my evening medications.
After 21:00 I had a video chat on FACEBOOK with an Autistic friend down-under in Queensland, Australia.
I am of course undressed and wearing just a t-shirt and a diaper.
Yes.
Earlier in the evening I quietly played with a small plastic tote bin full of MATCHBOX & HOT WHEELS toy cars and trucks in my own Autistic way, lining them up neatly like in an Interstate Highway Traffic Jam.

 

[caitianx]

5/4/2024 - 11:40 -
A short time ago I returned home from taking a long walk using my chrome 3-wheel rollator walker frame.
North to the intersection of NH Route 28 and NH Route 28B.
Now online I am watching cartoons.
SAILOR MOON
In Japanese with English Subtitles.
It is on the PLUTO TV free video streaming service online.

 

[caitianx]

5/4/2024 - 20:22 -
The only other cartoon I watched today was:
ONE PIECE
I did have my nap time.
My hands encased in the medical restraint mittens.
I only slept from 16:00 to 17:30.
From 13:30 to 16:00 I was on my back.
Head raised.
Feet/legs raised.
My mind was in the mode of being severely Autistic for 2:30 hours straight.
Overwhelmed by thoughts of poo-poo smearing.
Pawing at the front of my plastic pants and diaper.
Pawing at my face and self-hitting.
Unable to access the inside of my diaper and plastic pants.
Mute.
Silent.
Unable to speak.
I wanted so badly to get my hands on my own poo-poo and smear it everywhere like a 12 to 18 month-old.
The medical restraint mittens stymied my overwhelming Autistic urge to smear my own poo-poo everywhere.
They also kept me from hurting myself.
After 2:30 hours, I fell asleep at 16:00, and I woke up at 17:30 when the alarm went off.
I felt better.
Off went the medical restraint mittens.
I pushed the button on the bed remote to lay myself flat and I rolled out of my bed onto my knees and I crawled on the floor like a baby into my bathroom and I changed my diaper, cleaned up, and re-dressed myself.
I then had Supper.
After Supper I went back into my bedroom to watch Educational Documentaries online.
Yes.
A short time ago I took my evening medications.
I am okay and back in control over my behavior as an elderly Autistic with Asperger's Syndrome and Cerebral Palsy.

 

[caitianx]

5/5/2024 - 19:00 -
Zero changes in my Sunday routine as an Elderly Autistic.
I had Supper earlier and I watched on DVD:
HIS DARK MATERIALS
Based upon the trilogy by British Author, Philip Pullman.
I am up to and through Episode 4.
Yes.
Outside it is overcast and raining.

 

[caitianx]

5/5/2024 - 19:48 -
Yes.
Quietly performing house chores.
Washing clothes and pee-pee soaked re-usable bed pads.
Emptying and cleaning the pee-pee/poo-poo tray of my adult medical potty chair.
I simply can not be "Little" all the time.
Yes.
I am also trying to quietly play with toys here in my bedroom.

 

[caitianx]

5/5/2024 - 21:36 -
I am in Night Owl Mode.
I am watching a Science Documentary.
I have been in my wheelchair since 16:30.
My only standing and walking today with my AFO leg braces and chrome 3-wheel rollator walker frame was from 8:45 to 12:00 this morning.
I know...
My diaper is wet.
But not wet enough to change it.
Earlier I did take my evening medications.
It is important to not forget to take my medications.
Yes.
At this time of day I need one of my plush toy animal friends.
Aiding me in cognitive/emotional self-regulation as an Elderly Autistic with Cerebral Palsy.

 

[caitianx]

5/6/2024 - 19:28 -
A quiet evening.
I was outside for the 2nd walk of the day for exercise.
I am okay.
I had Supper earlier.
Before that, my afternoon nap.
Not much else to say now.

 

[caitianx]

5/6/2024 - 20:20 -
I just took my daily evening medications.
Online I am watching Educational Documentaries.
HITLER'S SECRET SEX LIFE
Yes.
(GAY)DOLF (SHIT)LER was a fucking pervert.
He was mega into Pee-Pee and Poo-Poo.
At least he was not an "ADULT BABY".
He would have been horrified over Adult Babies.

 

[caitianx]

5/6/2024 - 21:47 -
I am quietly watching Science Documentaries.
Sitting in a wet diaper.
I am wearing a t-shirt.
Again in Night Owl Mode.
Yes.
I have been in my wheelchair since 19:30.

 

[KBoy]

Gaydolf Shitler
I'm sorry catainx, I try to just read your posts and be polite
But that's funny... Shitler
He really was the worst of humanity

 

[caitianx]

Gaydolf Shitler
I'm sorry catainx, I try to just read your posts and be polite
But that's funny... Shitler
He really was the worst of humanity

In real life he was "SHITLER".
He made his own Niece pee and poop on his face while he masturbated and expelled his semen.
I pee and poop into my diapers uncontrollably.
Adult Babies are cleaner than he was.

 

[caitianx]

5/6/2024 - 22:35 -
I am still awake and in a wet diaper.
I am not ready for bed yet.
While sitting in my wheelchair I have been quietly playing with a MATCHBOX toy vehicle.
I am still watching Science Documentaries.

 

[caitianx]

5/7/2024 - 10:25 -
I am okay.
I was just outside for a walk for exercise using my quad rollator walker frame.
I walked 2,000 feet.
Yes.
With Spastic Diplegia Cerebral Palsy I am very physically slow.
I had my huge teddy bear, "TINKLE", with me.
Earlier after waking up I took my morning diuretic medication.
Now I am back in my wheelchair indoors.

 

[caitianx]

5/7/2024 - 11:00 -
To entertain myself I decided to watch the old Children's TV Show:
LIDSVILLE.
Live Action/Fursuiters, Etc.
It is 53 years old.
Something a 66 year-old Elderly Autistic Adult Baby would know about.
Unfamiliar to Adult Babies born after 1990.