Recent content by DB9847

I hear ya As for desires I can actualize? as in hobbies?

Yeah I just needed to get stuff off my chest maybe find out some coping tips 😪 This is with me for life isn't it? I go through phases of wanting to tell my mental health worker she's only a bit younger than me and I don't know how she'd react or if it would be crossing a line,I was just going...

God why can't I just vocalise it to the doctor and just section me away from society cause that's basically what has happened anyway? Isolation/substance misuse and I've not had a girlfriend for 18 years fuck me I've spent so much time obsessing over myself and how to fucking live with this...

Sorry I've tried all the mental health services here and to get the help I need I actually need to be showing suicidal behaviours which Is bizarre 😅 I'm just going to rqmblebon so if I don't make much sense it's cause Ive fried my brain researching ways to accept neurotic disgusting self for 26...

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