Recent content by Bartolome

Hey I got that notice. Clearing room in my inbox. I hadn't been on ADISC in a while.

And I'm sorry if that comes off as extremely negative, it just is my honest answer. Providing nothing upsetting happens, it usually gets better, the morning is just really hard for me.

I don't know. When I wake up I usually beaten down and resentful of even being alive if I have to suffer Asperger's, all my other mental disorders, and frankly, sexual isolation and extreme insecurity about being ABDL. It's like my brain spins negativity and it's so hard to slow that wheel down...

@Bambino Pants: I requested that thread be closed for various reasons including that it read like an attack on women and also that Geno was correct in that by posting that thread I made it clearly I hadn't absorbed what people were trying to teach me. I still feel frustrated and pained by women...

Thanks. Truthfully I'm not on the forums much except when I'm feeling down and in need of support, so I don't think the community sees me at my best, only when I'm overwhelmed by negativity. Most of the time I just read stories and look at pictures. I really appreciate the support you gave me...