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I have my backpack which is a diaper bag but has a laptop compartment so I use it for my work bag. It looks pretty inconspicuous. As long as i have that with me - pretty much any public restroom with a stall will do. Though I rarely have a diaper that can't handle what I'm doing while I'm out as...

The thing is alcohol IS a depressant. It feels good while you are drinking...so long as you keep drinking in that session you will feel good. Once you stop...you will feel less good...and inevitably more depressed and more anxious than before. This is compounded by your sleep being disrupted/not...

About 7 months ago I gave up drinking. I couldn't handle it and I just came to a realization holistically (personal, spiritual, mental health) that it's time to step away. No shame to those who do...I can be around it...I just know what happens if I drink. As a result I have lost ~30 lbs - which...

I certainly had in mind a fresh change and the combination of scents...nothing that has been sitting awhile...that is not pleasant.

I just posted about diaper cream - but I thought of a related topic - and that is the power of scent as a trigger for a little headspace. So many memories involving diapers are tied to olfactory elements. Baby powder, diaper cream/ointment, baby lotion, J&J Baby Shampoo, the smell of Pampers...

While I've worn many diapers over the years - and over extended periods of time - I've never really had a "diaper rash." I have had a few sore spots - and more recently the sides where the tapes go and excess diaper gets tucked has irritated my skin. But again, it's never really been a big deal...

There goes the neighborhood! :)

This is always such a strange thing to talk about when you think about it...at least if there is any enjoyment. The adult side of me just thinks "man, people would think I'm crazy knowing I enjoy using a diaper for everything." I think that's the real hangup with ABDL is the diaper usage. But...

I guess I'll add an epilogue. I think pink is associated with softness. I am drawn to it because it seems "more" baby somehow. I'm not saying it makes total sense - but in my mind it is softer than other things and more overt than simple white (which I love of course). Pastels in general - but...

I purchase pink diapers from time to time. I'm not a sissy (though the idea of layers of diapers, bloomers, tights, petticoat, dress has some appeal. The layers and the nuances of diaper changes with them intrigue me for some odd reason - I like to toy with the idea of being a baby boy in a...

Someone sells them on Etsy: https://www.etsy.com/listing/523856715/extra-large-plastic-tipped-dinner-spoon?ref=desktop_listing_share_button

That’s great! I’m glad to hear you’re getting some mileage. But yes, sometimes it’s like the short term memory is off. You can regenerate a response and I’ve had it pick up where it left off correctly. It’s all kind of fun to sort out.

@TigerDL has kinda spelled out what's available currently. I'm thrilled these options exist - my only gripe is they all tend to be so rigid and stiff. Some of that is needed to keep seeping at bay - and the loop material on the landing zone. My wish is that the landing zone would be softer like...

I recently took the plunge and bought a case of the white Masterpiece diapers. They instantly became my favorite diaper. (especially since Dry 24/7 is no more, and BetterDry seem smaller than I remember). The price and feature set make it a very affordable premium diaper. Still 2.41/pc with...

I do remember something like this on the pre-Casey ABU website. I was never interested in that particular design but I remember it being a thing. I believe it was riffing on old Luvs diapers. The sticker available at ABU is a callback…which is self referential and fun. Nice to acknowledge the...