abdilly

A relatively normal dude - married, kids, career in IT, some mental disorder relating to ADHD/anxiety/depression, I love to cook, I love to write music, I like retro video games and indie games (pixel art style is always celebrated), I am a committed Christ follower, I love learning theology, philosophy (and am currently in seminary) and all sorts of odd bits and bobs of information. I see no crisis of faith arising from my proclivities - but I have to make sure I'm not making an idol of anything...diapers included.

I have been into diapers and regression since I was taken out of diapers at the age of 4. While things were confusing during the teenage years (puberty) - they've mostly been non-sexual - and I've never really felt bad about liking them or felt alone. I have Jerry Springer to thank à la E's Talk Soup about the ABDL community and the now defunct DPF. I learned quickly that there were other people who liked these things too. The internet was much younger then - it was an exciting time.

I have sought to understand the "why" behind my desire to be babied and diapered. I think being able to articulate it intelligently can be very helpful in allowing others to understand. But I also believe you should discern who you decide to share it with. It's an odd thing wanting to be scholarly with something that basically equates to being an infantile adult - but it can only advance the conversation and I have found great comfort in wading through the psychology of it.

My wife is supportive - but isn't very involved. She'd rather this than any other potential vice. She gets the want to feel nurtured from time to time. I am thankful for that and for her. My kids know nothing about it...and hopefully I can keep it that way.

I'm an open book and I love to interact with folks with similar interests who speak in full sentences! While we play baby - we are adults and we have the privilege of a grasp of the English language!
Location
Hotdish Land
Country
United States
Account Type
Personal
Gender
Male
Role
  1. Adult Baby
  2. Little
  3. Carer
  4. Other
Orientation
  1. Straight
Occupation
IT mutt
Favourite diaper
Sunkiss Masterpiece with custom tapes

Signature

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