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At some point in my young life, I felt like I missed diapers and asked my mother if I could have them back. I was very young. It’s not that I wanted to be a baby forever, but that I wanted to live my regular big boy life… plus diapers, and I didn’t see why not.
I fought my tendencies all through my youth, occasionally stealing diapers when the chance came, or saving up money to get Goodnites from the store. I’d occasionally get into embarrassing situations due to my pursuit of diapers, and I still cringe at some of the things I did and won’t talk about every detail.
Around the end of middle school, I had mastered my control. My DL side didn’t re-emerge until college when I became aware of ABDL and Bambino diapers. That’s when I started being a closet DL. I came out to my wife about 6 years later. It was a long 6 years. With her acceptance, I fully embraced my title of Diaper Lover and have been happily diapered increasingly ever since.
I fought my tendencies all through my youth, occasionally stealing diapers when the chance came, or saving up money to get Goodnites from the store. I’d occasionally get into embarrassing situations due to my pursuit of diapers, and I still cringe at some of the things I did and won’t talk about every detail.
Around the end of middle school, I had mastered my control. My DL side didn’t re-emerge until college when I became aware of ABDL and Bambino diapers. That’s when I started being a closet DL. I came out to my wife about 6 years later. It was a long 6 years. With her acceptance, I fully embraced my title of Diaper Lover and have been happily diapered increasingly ever since.