Ellyn
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With yet another rainy day and bordering on depression, I have taken a little me time to try to get past this. I find that posting here helps so let me share how I really feel about these cloth diapers.
First and foremost let me reaffirm that I do not love or hate diapers and have worn them all of my life for urinary incontinence.
When I change, I feel comforted by the protection that they provide against making a mess, generally speaking. When I exit the shower, I have to take precautions to avoid wetting on the floor before I get the diaper on. That’s how badly my leakage has become. Once on and snuggly pinned in place, I get on with finishing dressing. I honestly appreciate the feeling of security and peace that my diapers and plastic pants provide me. Sometimes I even think of them as not keeping wetness in but everything else out…. an all important barrier against all negative things…. I believe that comes from my teen years and the possibilities of being sexually attacked that has occurred to many I knew growing up around our small town. As a child and even through high school, I wasn’t liked or accepted by most as I was the “girl that wet her diapers”, though that’s the nice way of saying what was really said…. I believe that my wearing diapers highly reduced the likelihood of becoming a victim. The ‘security of wearing diapers’ that I felt then has stayed with me in the far reaches of my mind I think.
With that and knowing that I can live a near normal life with full on urinary incontinence without anyone being the wiser, I feel very confident in most ways.
Interestingly, when I wear a disposable, I don’t have the same level on security and confidence that I feel with cloth diapers. I think it’s the bulk of cloth that I’ve been used to feeling all of my life. I also know that I feel much less confident about leaks at night with a disposable, even though I’ve worn MegaMax several nights away from home without incident. I can’t say the same about others I’ve tried, even Supremes unfortunately.
First and foremost let me reaffirm that I do not love or hate diapers and have worn them all of my life for urinary incontinence.
When I change, I feel comforted by the protection that they provide against making a mess, generally speaking. When I exit the shower, I have to take precautions to avoid wetting on the floor before I get the diaper on. That’s how badly my leakage has become. Once on and snuggly pinned in place, I get on with finishing dressing. I honestly appreciate the feeling of security and peace that my diapers and plastic pants provide me. Sometimes I even think of them as not keeping wetness in but everything else out…. an all important barrier against all negative things…. I believe that comes from my teen years and the possibilities of being sexually attacked that has occurred to many I knew growing up around our small town. As a child and even through high school, I wasn’t liked or accepted by most as I was the “girl that wet her diapers”, though that’s the nice way of saying what was really said…. I believe that my wearing diapers highly reduced the likelihood of becoming a victim. The ‘security of wearing diapers’ that I felt then has stayed with me in the far reaches of my mind I think.
With that and knowing that I can live a near normal life with full on urinary incontinence without anyone being the wiser, I feel very confident in most ways.
Interestingly, when I wear a disposable, I don’t have the same level on security and confidence that I feel with cloth diapers. I think it’s the bulk of cloth that I’ve been used to feeling all of my life. I also know that I feel much less confident about leaks at night with a disposable, even though I’ve worn MegaMax several nights away from home without incident. I can’t say the same about others I’ve tried, even Supremes unfortunately.