Mom Knows
I've told nobody except a civilian shrink, but I am sure my mother knows. One Sunday a couple of years after coming home. I was having a really bad day (hypermanic massive panic attack). I usually wet without much warning during these, so I put on a heavy abena M4 and a PVC cover just in case. It was crinkly but I was home alone so no prob. I was vacuuming the living room in nothing but that when the doorbell rang. I had forgot I would help my mom pick out a garbage disposal. I yelled hold on and ran to the bedroom and slapped on a pair of loose jeans and a polo and tucked it in. I let Mom in and put on some sneakers. I was still conscious of my noisy diaper so I told Mom I forgot my wallet and I'd meet her in the car. Luckily, my mom is sort of cool she plays 50's 60's hits a little loud so my crinkle was muffled the ambient noise hid it in the store At Home Depot, we picked out a disposal, took it to her house. I peed in Home Depot. As I was installing it my shirt came untucked exposing the top 1/4 of my diaper. I paid it no mind because I could hear the TV in the family room. I thought mom was watching it. I finished up and was crawling out from under the sink; I started to wet pretty heavy, but was sure the diaper would hold. As I looked up my mom was standing there. I tucked my shirt back in and ran the garbage disposal said done. On the way back to my house I wet again. I tried to hold it, but it always hurt so I gave up. My diaper was pretty full and my loose jeans weren't loose any more. I glanced back and mom was looking right at my butt. I know she knew eventhough she never said anything. Now I do not go out of my way to hide it from her. But, she still hasn't said anything though she's washed my daily wear and overnight super undies.