AinurT0410
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Hi,
I have an amazing relationship with my girlfriend whom I met like 3~4 months ago and she's really faithful to me. She has expressed to me numerous times that she wants to do whatever she can to make me happy. As she became more comfortable with me, she told me that she likes acting like a baby and loves it when I treat her and talk to her like a baby, which I loved (not for sexual reasons) because I love the feeling of taking care of her. She's very innocent and for her it's not sexual at all either.
Not sure how it came up but about 2~3 weeks ago, the topic of kinks came up. She's very innocent so she didn't know what it meant but she admitted to me that she had something that would count as a kink. I've never told anyone about mine and so we went on for a long time, hinting but not straight up telling each other, cause I was so nervous that she'd find it weird.
I'm into diapers. Not really so myself but girls in diapers. I don't know how to describe, like I find it sexy but also like it not sexually as well? I don't know.
Anyway, I ended up telling her at a really good moment about a week ago and she took it in the best way I could've imagined. She said she doesn't find it weird at all and that she wants to try it if it makes me happy. From there, I didn't really know where to take it cause I was still nervous about it and didn't want to overstep. But then a couple days later, she straight up asked me how and where she can get diapers so we can try it together... I felt so lucky and blessed to have this amazing girlfriend.
But anyways, it was her birthday yesterday and among the gifts I got for her, I included a couple of diapers which I ordered online after she asked me that. I was so nervous about giving it to her but then she said she thought it was so smart and saved her a lot of confusion of how she'd fit into a diaper and where she'd get some. Again, I can't believe how well she's taken it so far.
In about a week, we're going on a day trip to somewhere very private and we decided to try it for the first time there. I honestly didn't think this far and here's the problem. I don't know exactly what to do!? Like yea I've enjoyed looking at photos and videos online of girls wearing and using diapers but I never thought I'd have my girlfriend do it for me you know? Can you please help me on like how I should try this? Sorry if it's such a broad question. Even myself am so confused about this kink that I have, like is it sexual is it not, I don't know. I feel like for me, it just adds onto that feeling of taking care of girlfriend like a baby but also sometimes find sexual attraction from it.
Also, I don't know if she's open to "use" it yet but she hasn't like said a hard no to it. Basically, we made a Tumblr page together where I would find cute content that I found attractive and wanted to try with her and she's been using it to understand my desire better. I've been putting a few posts on there where the diaper is obviously "used" and she hasn't questioned it at all. Maybe she expects it's a part of my kink and accepting it along with the rest of it? I have no idea.
But yea, to everyone out there that has had similar experiences, please give me some advice! Thanks!
I have an amazing relationship with my girlfriend whom I met like 3~4 months ago and she's really faithful to me. She has expressed to me numerous times that she wants to do whatever she can to make me happy. As she became more comfortable with me, she told me that she likes acting like a baby and loves it when I treat her and talk to her like a baby, which I loved (not for sexual reasons) because I love the feeling of taking care of her. She's very innocent and for her it's not sexual at all either.
Not sure how it came up but about 2~3 weeks ago, the topic of kinks came up. She's very innocent so she didn't know what it meant but she admitted to me that she had something that would count as a kink. I've never told anyone about mine and so we went on for a long time, hinting but not straight up telling each other, cause I was so nervous that she'd find it weird.
I'm into diapers. Not really so myself but girls in diapers. I don't know how to describe, like I find it sexy but also like it not sexually as well? I don't know.
Anyway, I ended up telling her at a really good moment about a week ago and she took it in the best way I could've imagined. She said she doesn't find it weird at all and that she wants to try it if it makes me happy. From there, I didn't really know where to take it cause I was still nervous about it and didn't want to overstep. But then a couple days later, she straight up asked me how and where she can get diapers so we can try it together... I felt so lucky and blessed to have this amazing girlfriend.
But anyways, it was her birthday yesterday and among the gifts I got for her, I included a couple of diapers which I ordered online after she asked me that. I was so nervous about giving it to her but then she said she thought it was so smart and saved her a lot of confusion of how she'd fit into a diaper and where she'd get some. Again, I can't believe how well she's taken it so far.
In about a week, we're going on a day trip to somewhere very private and we decided to try it for the first time there. I honestly didn't think this far and here's the problem. I don't know exactly what to do!? Like yea I've enjoyed looking at photos and videos online of girls wearing and using diapers but I never thought I'd have my girlfriend do it for me you know? Can you please help me on like how I should try this? Sorry if it's such a broad question. Even myself am so confused about this kink that I have, like is it sexual is it not, I don't know. I feel like for me, it just adds onto that feeling of taking care of girlfriend like a baby but also sometimes find sexual attraction from it.
Also, I don't know if she's open to "use" it yet but she hasn't like said a hard no to it. Basically, we made a Tumblr page together where I would find cute content that I found attractive and wanted to try with her and she's been using it to understand my desire better. I've been putting a few posts on there where the diaper is obviously "used" and she hasn't questioned it at all. Maybe she expects it's a part of my kink and accepting it along with the rest of it? I have no idea.
But yea, to everyone out there that has had similar experiences, please give me some advice! Thanks!