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So.....my husband found my (un-used) Goodnites in the bathroom trash.....his reaction wasn’t what I was hoping for. “OH MY GOD IS THAT A DIAPER?!” He sounded so disgusted and appalled and he came in and asked me if it was a diaper. I dodged the question and hid under my blankie. I thought we came to a conclusion about this sh*t! He said he was okay with me wearing training pants how are pull ups that different? I broached the subject a bit after I calmed down from my near meltdown and he...idk I couldn’t get a read on his feelings. He kinda went silent when I told him I wear pull-up diapers occasionally to regress and feel comfy. I don’t know.....he says I’m not a freak or he doesn’t think differently of me but his tone says something different.... I’m so scared. We just got married in October, I’m scared he’s going to leave me if I wear diapers . Looks like I have to hide my trash too......I don’t want him teasing me or looking at me funny.... God that hurt...I can’t even begin to explain how betrayed, ashamed, and awful I’m feeling right now. Worst part is he even had the nerve to be like “so you just weren’t going to tell me you bought those?” Like uh NO!!! You reacted terribly both times dude wtf do you want from me?! I feel disgusting and awful. I feel like my husband thinks I’m a monster. I’m going to have a panic attack....I want to curl up into a ball and die
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