BlazedAndConfused
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- Diaper Lover
Hello All,
I've been a lurker for awhile trying to understand my diaper desires and getting answers to the ways of the lifestyle. Then I finally decided it would be easier to make an account where i can actually ask questions and talk to others about this secret i've been hiding for way to long.
For as long as i can remember from about age 4 or so i've wanted to wear diapers and used to steal them from my younger siblings. Once i graduated and moved out i started buying the biggest baby diapers i could but it just wasn't enough, i wanted the real thing, and a few years later i finally built up the courage to buy some adult tabbed diapers. Since then i haven't wanted to stop wearing, but out of fear of other finding out I only wear when im alone at night or at work if i know no one else will be in. I've never wet in public out of fear of the smell and worrying that it would make the diaper bulge even more noticeable.
A couple nights ago for the first time ever i wore a wet diaper around some friends that showed up unannounced and i didn't have time to change. It was thrilling and scary at the same time, but i think they knew something was up. Now that ive done that i want to start wearing in public and at work more but i have questions and fears about doing that.
Anyway, im rambling so ill just end it here. Can't wait to chat with you guys!
I've been a lurker for awhile trying to understand my diaper desires and getting answers to the ways of the lifestyle. Then I finally decided it would be easier to make an account where i can actually ask questions and talk to others about this secret i've been hiding for way to long.
For as long as i can remember from about age 4 or so i've wanted to wear diapers and used to steal them from my younger siblings. Once i graduated and moved out i started buying the biggest baby diapers i could but it just wasn't enough, i wanted the real thing, and a few years later i finally built up the courage to buy some adult tabbed diapers. Since then i haven't wanted to stop wearing, but out of fear of other finding out I only wear when im alone at night or at work if i know no one else will be in. I've never wet in public out of fear of the smell and worrying that it would make the diaper bulge even more noticeable.
A couple nights ago for the first time ever i wore a wet diaper around some friends that showed up unannounced and i didn't have time to change. It was thrilling and scary at the same time, but i think they knew something was up. Now that ive done that i want to start wearing in public and at work more but i have questions and fears about doing that.
Anyway, im rambling so ill just end it here. Can't wait to chat with you guys!