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I'm wondering how many others identify with my thoughts and desires regarding cross dressing. First, understand I have absolutely zero interest in being female. I'm a guy, I enjoy being a guy, and I like my life as a guy. My interest in cross dressing does not involve openly wearing outer (traditionally) female clothing in public. Here's where I'm at, what I like, and what I'd like in my cross dressing future.
I wear lace panties. I started wearing about 18 months ago and alternated between panties and pull ups. Over the course of time I added thigh highs, garter belts, nighties, and suspender stockings to my wardrobe. I also added 2 dresses, a petticoat, and a maid's outfit. This past August, I was alone for 4 weeks at our condo and went to panties every day. With 1 exception, I've worn panties every day since early August. In August I also bought my first bra followed by 2 lace bralettes. I spent about 18 hours each day for 4 weeks in all female clothing of various combinations. When I returned home (and to where my wife was) I continued wearing panties every day and stockings whenever I wore long pants.
Now that we have moved permanently, I'm wearing panties daily, bralettes most days, and nighties and stockings to bed most nights. Because we are in the south, I don't wear long slacks often; but, when I do the odds are real good there will be stockings under them. Based on an incident today, I plan to wear a bralette to bed tonight. This particular bralette has pockets in the cups that I put silicone inserts in. Today, my wife wanted an up close and tight hug before I left the house on a move related trip. She got one. I'm certain as we were hugging her hand that was on my back had to feel the 3 hook closure on the back strap of the bralette and her other hand on one of my shoulders had to feel the shoulder strap. We also pressed our chests against one another so I would think she had to feel the silicone inserts inside the bra cups. The only thing she said to me was, "I love you." I've begun hanging nighties in the guest bedroom closet. At this moment I have another nighty and my favorite bra hanging in my shower to dry as I washed them today. Later tonight or tomorrow they will be put in the closet, too. She knows I have all these things and knows I wear them regularly. Almost every night after she goes to bed I put on the D cup bra with water balloon falsies to wear for a few hours before I go to bed. She knows full well this is how I spend my late evenings.
For whatever reason, I love wearing lingerie. If I could, I'd wear bras, panties, stockings, and nighties all day long. But, that's not possible. What I would like to do is wear my lingerie in the evenings after supper. In the interim, I will wear the bralette and inserts to bed regularly so I'm certain my wife is aware of the bra. The straps will be obvious above the blankets as are the traps on my nighties. After a while of wearing this bralette to bed, I'll think about wearing an underwire bra with D cup falsies to bed. After I've done that for a while, I'll simply present my wife with my desire to relax in the evenings in my lingerie before she goes to bed. I'm fairly sure she won't be head over heels happy with the proposal; but, if you had told me a year ago if I'd be wearing nighties to bed and bralettes under my shirts in public, I'd have told you you were crazy.
I think the only other thing I'd like to do in the realm of cross dressing would be to get a Lolitta dress she wouldn't object to me wearing in the house on ocassion.
I was at the grocery store yesterday and saw a teenage girl in a very lightweight material summer dress with short sleeves and a hem that raised up in the front maybe 3". I couldn't tell you the first thing about the girl herself; but, I sure thought that dress would feel wonderful to wear around the house. Anyway, I guess my point with this post is to find out if other men are interested in being private cross dressers without wanting to go the entire route of makeup, wigs, etc. I just like the feel and frills of women's clothing.
I wear lace panties. I started wearing about 18 months ago and alternated between panties and pull ups. Over the course of time I added thigh highs, garter belts, nighties, and suspender stockings to my wardrobe. I also added 2 dresses, a petticoat, and a maid's outfit. This past August, I was alone for 4 weeks at our condo and went to panties every day. With 1 exception, I've worn panties every day since early August. In August I also bought my first bra followed by 2 lace bralettes. I spent about 18 hours each day for 4 weeks in all female clothing of various combinations. When I returned home (and to where my wife was) I continued wearing panties every day and stockings whenever I wore long pants.
Now that we have moved permanently, I'm wearing panties daily, bralettes most days, and nighties and stockings to bed most nights. Because we are in the south, I don't wear long slacks often; but, when I do the odds are real good there will be stockings under them. Based on an incident today, I plan to wear a bralette to bed tonight. This particular bralette has pockets in the cups that I put silicone inserts in. Today, my wife wanted an up close and tight hug before I left the house on a move related trip. She got one. I'm certain as we were hugging her hand that was on my back had to feel the 3 hook closure on the back strap of the bralette and her other hand on one of my shoulders had to feel the shoulder strap. We also pressed our chests against one another so I would think she had to feel the silicone inserts inside the bra cups. The only thing she said to me was, "I love you." I've begun hanging nighties in the guest bedroom closet. At this moment I have another nighty and my favorite bra hanging in my shower to dry as I washed them today. Later tonight or tomorrow they will be put in the closet, too. She knows I have all these things and knows I wear them regularly. Almost every night after she goes to bed I put on the D cup bra with water balloon falsies to wear for a few hours before I go to bed. She knows full well this is how I spend my late evenings.
For whatever reason, I love wearing lingerie. If I could, I'd wear bras, panties, stockings, and nighties all day long. But, that's not possible. What I would like to do is wear my lingerie in the evenings after supper. In the interim, I will wear the bralette and inserts to bed regularly so I'm certain my wife is aware of the bra. The straps will be obvious above the blankets as are the traps on my nighties. After a while of wearing this bralette to bed, I'll think about wearing an underwire bra with D cup falsies to bed. After I've done that for a while, I'll simply present my wife with my desire to relax in the evenings in my lingerie before she goes to bed. I'm fairly sure she won't be head over heels happy with the proposal; but, if you had told me a year ago if I'd be wearing nighties to bed and bralettes under my shirts in public, I'd have told you you were crazy.
I think the only other thing I'd like to do in the realm of cross dressing would be to get a Lolitta dress she wouldn't object to me wearing in the house on ocassion.
I was at the grocery store yesterday and saw a teenage girl in a very lightweight material summer dress with short sleeves and a hem that raised up in the front maybe 3". I couldn't tell you the first thing about the girl herself; but, I sure thought that dress would feel wonderful to wear around the house. Anyway, I guess my point with this post is to find out if other men are interested in being private cross dressers without wanting to go the entire route of makeup, wigs, etc. I just like the feel and frills of women's clothing.
They always expect me to be manly; but honestly? I don't want to be like that.
