I to go through this, luckily I clear my head and realize that its not something that would be practical for the long term, my heart is out to those that have a legitimate medical condition that need these products vs want these products.
My regular routine keeps me as close to "in diapers" as I want to be, I have a wonderful girlfriend that has developed a "fetish" for her boyfriend to be in them to so wearing as much as I want isn't the problem, the problem is balance, burn out, and health. I've pretty much have all three under control, and there's no need to purge anything, if I want regular underwear then its that, my choice.