Makubird
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As some of you might know by now, in the past few years I have started to discover the AB part of myself. It raises some questions about the role of regression in this and I am curious about your experiences and feelings.
I have always been DL, mainly the sexual part of it. But as I grow older I increasingly appreciate the comforting feelings it brings me. It makes me feel relaxed, and safe. I can now even wear for days without the sexual part. For me, this is quite a new experience.
I really like pacifiers and drinking from a baby bottle. I have always had plushies. The regressive feelings that can be part of that however are hardly there. Like with wearing, it is mostly comforting and feeling safe and happy than true regression. For the same reason I do not actually play when I am wearing and using my baby things.
In the meanwhile, there is always some desire to be young and innocent again. Not that I would ever want to redo my youth by the way.
I have been thinking about this a lot. It was actually one of the motivations to become a member on ADISC (for which I am very happy that I did!).
It feels like some sort of dissonance that all those important feelings can be there, but that this regression thing is not so much there. Whilst it seems that for most of the people here regression is very much involved. Or is my feeling safe and comfortable and relaxed, and my desire to be a child, a symptom of regression?
And how would you describe yourself if you really like and enjoy the children's things but do not actually regress. Is it still AB?
I have always been DL, mainly the sexual part of it. But as I grow older I increasingly appreciate the comforting feelings it brings me. It makes me feel relaxed, and safe. I can now even wear for days without the sexual part. For me, this is quite a new experience.
I really like pacifiers and drinking from a baby bottle. I have always had plushies. The regressive feelings that can be part of that however are hardly there. Like with wearing, it is mostly comforting and feeling safe and happy than true regression. For the same reason I do not actually play when I am wearing and using my baby things.
In the meanwhile, there is always some desire to be young and innocent again. Not that I would ever want to redo my youth by the way.
I have been thinking about this a lot. It was actually one of the motivations to become a member on ADISC (for which I am very happy that I did!).
It feels like some sort of dissonance that all those important feelings can be there, but that this regression thing is not so much there. Whilst it seems that for most of the people here regression is very much involved. Or is my feeling safe and comfortable and relaxed, and my desire to be a child, a symptom of regression?
And how would you describe yourself if you really like and enjoy the children's things but do not actually regress. Is it still AB?