Hey there
So I have a problem. Before I get to the problem though, I'll just say that ever since the 3rd or 4th grade of elementary school, I've had to pee exactly two times a day; in the morning and last thing in the evening. A few years back, I would wear diapers to bed and whenever I was home alone (which would sometimes be 2-3 weeks at a time) just for fun, and I would use them too without trying to hold it in at all. Now, this went on for about two years before I moved to Japan (for a year) and had to leave my diapers at home.
Which brings me to my current problem. During these 8 months I've now been here, it seems I can't hold much at all. I need to go to the bathroom very often, and more often than not I'll need to literally run or do this awkward 'I need to pee so bad' walk or I'll pee myself. It's happened a few times that I haven't made it to the toilet; usually inside the house while I've tried to rush. Once I wet myself right in front of the toilet's door, but usually I jump into the shower (it's in a different room closer to my room) at the last second when I feel myself starting to dribble. Twice, I've wet myself outside. Luckily both times I was wearing a dress and it was dark out though. I usually need to wake up in the middle of the night to go to toilet. About a week ago, I woke up in the middle of wetting my bed - that's never happened before. I haven't wet the bed since I was a little kid.
So there you have it. My question is, do you think me wearing diapers so much during those 2 years might've weakened my bladder this much? Should I go to the doctor when I go back home in about 4 months?
EDIT:
I just realized I made it sound like I have accidents often. Me not making it to the toilet has honestly only happened a few times (a few too many though). Though I very often just barely make it, with my underwear getting slightly wet.
Also, has anyone else had anything like this happen?
So I have a problem. Before I get to the problem though, I'll just say that ever since the 3rd or 4th grade of elementary school, I've had to pee exactly two times a day; in the morning and last thing in the evening. A few years back, I would wear diapers to bed and whenever I was home alone (which would sometimes be 2-3 weeks at a time) just for fun, and I would use them too without trying to hold it in at all. Now, this went on for about two years before I moved to Japan (for a year) and had to leave my diapers at home.
Which brings me to my current problem. During these 8 months I've now been here, it seems I can't hold much at all. I need to go to the bathroom very often, and more often than not I'll need to literally run or do this awkward 'I need to pee so bad' walk or I'll pee myself. It's happened a few times that I haven't made it to the toilet; usually inside the house while I've tried to rush. Once I wet myself right in front of the toilet's door, but usually I jump into the shower (it's in a different room closer to my room) at the last second when I feel myself starting to dribble. Twice, I've wet myself outside. Luckily both times I was wearing a dress and it was dark out though. I usually need to wake up in the middle of the night to go to toilet. About a week ago, I woke up in the middle of wetting my bed - that's never happened before. I haven't wet the bed since I was a little kid.
So there you have it. My question is, do you think me wearing diapers so much during those 2 years might've weakened my bladder this much? Should I go to the doctor when I go back home in about 4 months?
EDIT:
I just realized I made it sound like I have accidents often. Me not making it to the toilet has honestly only happened a few times (a few too many though). Though I very often just barely make it, with my underwear getting slightly wet.
Also, has anyone else had anything like this happen?
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