LittleJess
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How do you deal with excitement when cross dressing?
I don't think I've discussed this, but it's rather odd for me since I'm a trans girl <3
Well, I wouldn't really call it cross dressing for me (mostly the trans thing) but this is a odd part of me being transgender, is it's also "exciting for me" and it's not something I can control.
It's actually quite annoying, at times like this, it really confirms who I am, seems to be rooted in my own personality, which is odd, just like diapers it's both sexual and a part of me, meaning I don't just do it for sexual reasons, in fact don't really care about it being sexual, it just is, and is a rather annoyance.
The idea of me being physically female is rather exciting for me, I have no clue why this is, It's not "just sexual" it seems to stem really into my personality, I am quite feminine which I do try to mask as I'm ashamed personally.
I really want to wear cute dresses, wear lip stick, have really long hair. I have no clue why this is also a sexual thing for me, It's odd, I don't even understand why, but it does make me realise how much I hate my male parts.
Me being my true gender is something that does excite me, I don't know why it has developed into what it has, a huge part of me has backed up me being trans into the corner of my mind, until something makes me realise I'm actually a girl, such as jealousy, something I want to try, or cross dressing. that "breaks me out of my cage" and than I spiral into confusion.
I should mention I'm obviously straight (gay).
My gender and sex don't match up, and is causing me a bit of grief, i keep trying to back it into a corner telling myself that I'm never going to be my true self.
This all started at 16, when I first discovered I was gay, and experimented with my sexuality, discovered I was trans, etc. so it's something that has been bothering me for some time. First time I wore a bra, was the first time I ever felt like me. also have fantasies and dreams of me being a female.
I don't think I've discussed this, but it's rather odd for me since I'm a trans girl <3
Well, I wouldn't really call it cross dressing for me (mostly the trans thing) but this is a odd part of me being transgender, is it's also "exciting for me" and it's not something I can control.
It's actually quite annoying, at times like this, it really confirms who I am, seems to be rooted in my own personality, which is odd, just like diapers it's both sexual and a part of me, meaning I don't just do it for sexual reasons, in fact don't really care about it being sexual, it just is, and is a rather annoyance.
The idea of me being physically female is rather exciting for me, I have no clue why this is, It's not "just sexual" it seems to stem really into my personality, I am quite feminine which I do try to mask as I'm ashamed personally.
I really want to wear cute dresses, wear lip stick, have really long hair. I have no clue why this is also a sexual thing for me, It's odd, I don't even understand why, but it does make me realise how much I hate my male parts.
Me being my true gender is something that does excite me, I don't know why it has developed into what it has, a huge part of me has backed up me being trans into the corner of my mind, until something makes me realise I'm actually a girl, such as jealousy, something I want to try, or cross dressing. that "breaks me out of my cage" and than I spiral into confusion.
I should mention I'm obviously straight (gay).
My gender and sex don't match up, and is causing me a bit of grief, i keep trying to back it into a corner telling myself that I'm never going to be my true self.
This all started at 16, when I first discovered I was gay, and experimented with my sexuality, discovered I was trans, etc. so it's something that has been bothering me for some time. First time I wore a bra, was the first time I ever felt like me. also have fantasies and dreams of me being a female.