I never really thought of myself as an AB, but with some reading I've done and some playful fantasy, it's been refreshing and just... pleasant; tranquil going into my own little world as a little girl... I just feel like the innocent little girl I could have been when I was a small child, instead of the rowdy little boy I was expected to be... It's no news to me that I'm MtF transgender, and whenever I 'snap out' of this, and realise I have this male body and masculine physical features, being pre HRT, it is difficult to live with. It can be repulsing to me. Often, I'll get into some great moods where I finally feel like a girl, as I feel I should be, and then I realise that I'm physically a male. It hurts. It's a vicious cycle.. Anyway, I was wondering if anyone else here can relate, if anyone else here is also transgender MtF or transfeminine...