lilshelly
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Well I have been wearing diapers outside the house for awhile. I thought it was just for being functionally incontinent. Well I somehow actually incontinent with OAB I guess. I am on medication for it but to no avail it doesn't seem to be helping. The next step is back to the urology doctor. Can't afford it. I guess they will work with me.
I am not quite sure why but I was taking my diaper off. As soon as I took it off I started to go. I cleaned myself up. Got done and still went a little more and when I thought I was done even more.
I found myself almost in tears. I guess because I am afraid that it has something to do with my CP. I have made it 30+ years without having to use diapers now in my mid 40's having to deal with this again. Blah
I am not quite sure why but I was taking my diaper off. As soon as I took it off I started to go. I cleaned myself up. Got done and still went a little more and when I thought I was done even more.
I found myself almost in tears. I guess because I am afraid that it has something to do with my CP. I have made it 30+ years without having to use diapers now in my mid 40's having to deal with this again. Blah