Here's a good idea. IF you want diapers THAT BADLY, sell your x-Box. They're in constant demand and will leave you with enough to buy a top tier case of diapers! I'm certain you have other "goodies" that you can sell in short order.
For a good portion of 20 years, I (personally) was in a position that I NEEDED every ounce of help I could get. Thankfully, I am in the top 1-3% of my field and even though taking on jobs I physically should NEVER had taken on, I STILL managed to pay for everything I needed as well as having enough left over to buy some WANTS. I put myself in the hospital at least a couple dozen times and my Dr's were PISSED OFF AT ME, with good reason, once they learned how I injured myself. IF I was able to survive that stage of my life, I have ZERO DOUBT that so can you. The only people who can't take care of this kind of need is the person who is literally incapable of doing much of anything for themself the vast majority of the time.
I know this may very well be a very bitter pill to swallow, but PLEASE, unless I misread your intent, you don't come across as a person who is at the mercy of the goodness in others. despite our politicians claiming that there is a "lot of help" readily available out there to those who need it, it takes CONSTANT VIGILANCE to even stand a remote chance of receiving those NEEDS. The thought of someone, ANYONE, taking advantage of that makes me want to jump in my truck and give them a valid reason to NEED all of the assistance they are asking for.
CptKirk