I've been a diaper lover even before I became aware of adult diapers, and as far back as I can remember, I fantasized about messing in my pants. As a young person, I would don three pair of cotton briefs, their bulk reminding me of a diaper, and when alone in the house would mess in them.
It was only in my twenties, and living on my own, that I discovered actual adult diapers. I would elaborate more on my diaper history, but I don't wish to break any rules. Perhaps when I'm more familiar with this site, I might reveal more about my life in diapers.