I would purge every 4-6 months or so. Recently accepted that its never going to go away so i'm hoping I will be able to resist purging again. I still dont feel like I have 100% accepted the fact that im an ABDL.
I have fantasized and experimented with diapers for as long as I can remember. I always wondered why I enjoyed diapers so much and thought I was the only one out there who enjoyed them. I still remember the excitment I felt the day I learned that other people share the same desire and it has...
I would go around 6 months at a time resisting the urge to wear and then indulge for a few days only to be overcome with shame and get rid of everthing. I am considering begining to wear a lot more often since I recently accepted myself as DL but as for resisting the urge I guess I just powered...
Joined after recently accepting my DL side as a part of me. Took many years to create an account here but glad I finally did. Not much to say about me personally, huge fan of basketball and love going to the casino.