Struggling with ABDL being a Christian. Support needed

[dogboy]

There's another book of Peter that didn't get put into the Bible. In that book, Christ returns to Peter and Peter questions Christ about the unfairness of Hell, with those condemned to Hell for all eternity. Christ answers Peter and tells him that Hell doesn't exist. There's a lot of ancient texts that conflict each other. Sometimes you have to use your own common sense. I've seen signs in my own house that life goes on after death. Somehow, we're taken care of. This is why I don't fear death.

 

[foxkits]

The other book is The keys of Enoch.
Talks about a souls journey.
It's a very thick book.
Jesus is right hell does not exist.
But if you believe there is one you will create it . There are a lot that are afraid to go to the light . They become ghost spirits some good and some vengeful the vengeful are darkness. Would you burn your child no but you will let your child learn.
Just like the protocol son. When you come to the light you are welcomed back. In your life review you see all you have done as if you were the person you did onto.
If you do anything love one another. That why I feel sorry for those that have done evil things Hitler had to experience all the death he caused of his own making. A sad thing

 

[BobbiSueEllen]

That why I feel sorry for those that have done evil things Hitler had to experience all the death he caused of his own making. A sad thing

Hitler was responsible for the deaths of nearly 50 million people: Allied personnel, civilians, the 'non-Aryans' he tried to exterminate...and his own population. I have no sympathy for people in power who conclude their power-trips with a trail like that.

 

[Naughty2yrold]

If I may ask, what specifically makes you feel like your sinning?

 

[foxkits]

Hitler was responsible for the deaths of nearly 50 million people: Allied personnel, civilians, the 'non-Aryans' he tried to exterminate...and his own population. I have no sympathy for people in power who conclude their power-trips with a trail like that

If I cant have compassion how do I expect compassion he created his own hell and experiencing being killed as he killed over and over.
Remember the condemned on the cross Christ had forgiveness to.
So I do not hate . People do bad things. The bad things that happened to me being molested as a teen. Bullied hit punched kickin school I don't hate. I choose not to.
I wish to leave that to higher power.
I do thank God for blessing everyone here .

 

[rioluaura]

This is a question I wrestle with as well. I've had a couple of very interesting answers, but there's also a lot of ambiguity, some that i do not understand yet.

Background: raised in the church, served a two year mission as a young adult, very picture perfect Christian boy. But I also struggled with a DL fetish in private since puberty. It was a way of expressing sexual urges that felt like a loophole, because "it wasn't really porn."
A few years later, I did realize this loophole was still against teachings of chastity, which is where the binges and purges started.

After a few years of that, I gave up. I decided to go hedonist, bought several kinds of diapers, and went on a road trip where I was basically 24/7. Went to a local ADBL event or two. Even wrote several pieces of smut.
But a year later, I realized that wasn't quite making me happy either. So that started something of a gentle purge, motivated by wanting to become a more eligible bachelor and future partner. I had time and money after finally graduating from college, so I could pursue romance. It wasn't a purge of shame, it felt more like I was choosing to set them aside for something I wanted more. This could be compared to a diet; cake is yummy, but bring able to fit in jeans was a better goal.
I worked with a therapist for a few months, figuring out that my attraction to diapers wasn't inherently evil, and that I had learned some very important lessons about sex along the way. (Consent and mutual satisfaction, mainly)

But that still left the problem that at least to me, diapers are like 90% sexual. And I can't simply make my sex drive disappear.
Well, a month or so ago, I had a very interesting impression while grocery shopping. I really can't describe the voice of the Holy Spirit in text, but it really felt like it was telling me to buy some Goodnites (I fit into the XLs.)
And after a few minutes of thinking, I did. There was very little anxiety compared to previous binges. And on my road trip, I was thinking about my fetish, and it didn't really distance me from God; He still spoke to me if I asked, even while wearing a soaked Megamax.


I think I've learned that God is okay with my diaper fetish, it's pornography that causes sin. Romance, love, and sex each have their own proper, beautiful place in His plan, and one I had experienced and understood that, then I was open to receiving fetishes having their own place and time. There's also probably a principle of balance to be considered as well. If it affects my work or relationships, it's gone too far.

 

[TeeMousy]

This is a question I wrestle with as well. I've had a couple of very interesting answers, but there's also a lot of ambiguity, some that i do not understand yet.

Background: raised in the church, served a two year mission as a young adult, very picture perfect Christian boy. But I also struggled with a DL fetish in private since puberty. It was a way of expressing sexual urges that felt like a loophole, because "it wasn't really porn."
A few years later, I did realize this loophole was still against teachings of chastity, which is where the binges and purges started.

After a few years of that, I gave up. I decided to go hedonist, bought several kinds of diapers, and went on a road trip where I was basically 24/7. Went to a local ADBL event or two. Even wrote several pieces of smut.
But a year later, I realized that wasn't quite making me happy either. So that started something of a gentle purge, motivated by wanting to become a more eligible bachelor and future partner. I had time and money after finally graduating from college, so I could pursue romance. It wasn't a purge of shame, it felt more like I was choosing to set them aside for something I wanted more. This could be compared to a diet; cake is yummy, but bring able to fit in jeans was a better goal.
I worked with a therapist for a few months, figuring out that my attraction to diapers wasn't inherently evil, and that I had learned some very important lessons about sex along the way. (Consent and mutual satisfaction, mainly)

But that still left the problem that at least to me, diapers are like 90% sexual. And I can't simply make my sex drive disappear.
Well, a month or so ago, I had a very interesting impression while grocery shopping. I really can't describe the voice of the Holy Spirit in text, but it really felt like it was telling me to buy some Goodnites (I fit into the XLs.)
And after a few minutes of thinking, I did. There was very little anxiety compared to previous binges. And on my road trip, I was thinking about my fetish, and it didn't really distance me from God; He still spoke to me if I asked, even while wearing a soaked Megamax.


I think I've learned that God is okay with my diaper fetish, it's pornography that causes sin. Romance, love, and sex each have their own proper, beautiful place in His plan, and one I had experienced and understood that, then I was open to receiving fetishes having their own place and time. There's also probably a principle of balance to be considered as well. If it affects my work or relationships, it's gone too far.

I like what you said. One thing I have also learned is the key to stopping bad habits is not to focus on stopping them, but rather focusing on something better to replace them.
My pastor teaches that what helped Jesus from sinning was because he had a very clear picture of what heaven was like. He knew what was waiting for him when he returned therefor nothing here on earth could tempt him enough to sin.
For me diapers are mostly for convince and comfort, only a small part of it is sexual. But I agree it is about balance. I never want the diapers and other things to be more important to me than my relationship with God.

 

[foxkits]

This is a question I wrestle with as well. I've had a couple of very interesting answers, but there's also a lot of ambiguity, some that i do not understand yet.

Background: raised in the church, served a two year mission as a young adult, very picture perfect Christian boy. But I also struggled with a DL fetish in private since puberty. It was a way of expressing sexual urges that felt like a loophole, because "it wasn't really porn."
A few years later, I did realize this loophole was still against teachings of chastity, which is where the binges and purges started.

After a few years of that, I gave up. I decided to go hedonist, bought several kinds of diapers, and went on a road trip where I was basically 24/7. Went to a local ADBL event or two. Even wrote several pieces of smut.
But a year later, I realized that wasn't quite making me happy either. So that started something of a gentle purge, motivated by wanting to become a more eligible bachelor and future partner. I had time and money after finally graduating from college, so I could pursue romance. It wasn't a purge of shame, it felt more like I was choosing to set them aside for something I wanted more. This could be compared to a diet; cake is yummy, but bring able to fit in jeans was a better goal.
I worked with a therapist for a few months, figuring out that my attraction to diapers wasn't inherently evil, and that I had learned some very important lessons about sex along the way. (Consent and mutual satisfaction, mainly)

But that still left the problem that at least to me, diapers are like 90% sexual. And I can't simply make my sex drive disappear.
Well, a month or so ago, I had a very interesting impression while grocery shopping. I really can't describe the voice of the Holy Spirit in text, but it really felt like it was telling me to buy some Goodnites (I fit into the XLs.)
And after a few minutes of thinking, I did. There was very little anxiety compared to previous binges. And on my road trip, I was thinking about my fetish, and it didn't really distance me from God; He still spoke to me if I asked, even while wearing a soaked Megamax.


I think I've learned that God is okay with my diaper fetish, it's pornography that causes sin. Romance, love, and sex each have their own proper, beautiful place in His plan, and one I had experienced and understood that, then I was open to receiving fetishes having their own place and time. There's also probably a principle of balance to be considered as well. If it affects my work or relationships, it's gone too far.

A very great post yes God you can't describe the massages part.
We are sexual it's so we reproduce.
It's a very strong drive or we would have not continued as a species.
We are just imprinted differently.

 

[Seug]

I’d likewise agree that having this struggle might be an occasion for growing in closeness to God. There is, after all, the example of St. Augustine. Jesus may be especially close to those who struggled with sin. But perhaps still he means to say to us what he said to the woman caught in adultery: “Go and sin no more.”

So we are led back again to the question of what is sin.

This is an interesting thought, maybe it is a challenge, something to overcome!

Sealander, I read all your posts here, and I am having similar struggles although coming from a completely different place. I would be interested in your perspective as well as any other Catholics.

A quick background, I come from an agnostic background but I have been asking around about religion as I have become more convinced the logical conclusion is god exists (but then, what religion is "right"?). I ended up in a Catholic RCIA, I am the only Agnostic there (the others all come from other Christian denominations). My friend invited me just so I could learn (no pressure to join), but I very quickly went from "no way" to the religion resonating with me.

But there are minor issues I run into with it.

Spoiler: Warning, Sexual stuff!

One being Masturbation being a sin. Like you, diapers started for me as a sexual thing. I am also an Asexual so it is my only sexual outlet. I have been thinking about this though, from the moment I started wearing diapers to masturbate, I would feel disgusted about it after and take them off. But I always had the desire to use diapers non sexually, so I have worked my way into using them as normal underwear around the house as well. Is it possible this is my conscious saying that wearing diapers non sexually is okay, but not to masturbate?

The other thought is how to think about sin, I am still just learning about this (in fact the RCIA chapter on this is next week), but I think my approach on this might be wrong. When I think of "sin", I think of being a bad person. We all agree Murder is bad. So it is hard that some of the things I do put me on the same level as a murderer in God's eyes. But maybe this is the wrong way to approach it? I know the technical definition is anything that turns you away from God. What if preventing sin is more of a challenge?

Spoiler: More sexual stuff

In a way, god could be challenging me to enjoy diapers not in a sexual way, and the reward (other than Heaven), is now I have comfy pants I get to enjoy!

 

[Sealander]

This is an interesting thought, maybe it is a challenge, something to overcome!

Sealander, I read all your posts here, and I am having similar struggles although coming from a completely different place. I would be interested in your perspective as well as any other Catholics.

A quick background, I come from an agnostic background but I have been asking around about religion as I have become more convinced the logical conclusion is god exists (but then, what religion is "right"?). I ended up in a Catholic RCIA, I am the only Agnostic there (the others all come from other Christian denominations). My friend invited me just so I could learn (no pressure to join), but I very quickly went from "no way" to the religion resonating with me.

But there are minor issues I run into with it.

Spoiler: Warning, Sexual stuff!

One being Masturbation being a sin. Like you, diapers started for me as a sexual thing. I am also an Asexual so it is my only sexual outlet. I have been thinking about this though, from the moment I started wearing diapers to masturbate, I would feel disgusted about it after and take them off. But I always had the desire to use diapers non sexually, so I have worked my way into using them as normal underwear around the house as well. Is it possible this is my conscious saying that wearing diapers non sexually is okay, but not to masturbate?

The other thought is how to think about sin, I am still just learning about this (in fact the RCIA chapter on this is next week), but I think my approach on this might be wrong. When I think of "sin", I think of being a bad person. We all agree Murder is bad. So it is hard that some of the things I do put me on the same level as a murderer in God's eyes. But maybe this is the wrong way to approach it? I know the technical definition is anything that turns you away from God. What if preventing sin is more of a challenge?

Spoiler: More sexual stuff

In a way, god could be challenging me to enjoy diapers not in a sexual way, and the reward (other than Heaven), is now I have comfy pants I get to enjoy!

I wish you well in your search!

I may have said this in this thread, I'm not sure. But I tried for a long time to wear diapers non-sexually. For a period it kinda worked, about 2 months. But eventually I reached a point where I couldn't wear a diaper without masturbating in it. They were just too sexually charged, and it's such a special event to wear one when you've been holding back. So it didn't work for me.

The other thing was that, being honest with myself, it doesn't follow that if I don't masturbate then it's not sexual. The Church would prohibit looking at porn without masturbating too. It was hard to deny that the enjoyment I was getting out of diapers was on some level sexual (just like a married man flirting with someone other than his wife--he may not be aroused, but it'd be ridiculous for him to say that in his defense).

So eventually I ended up purging, and now that I'm wearing diapers freely I'm pretty distant from my faith. I feel pretty fraudulent about it because I'm still outwardly practicing. A good friend of me asked me to be godfather to another of his children.

 

[Zeke]

Been through this and came to the realization that as long as it is not preventing you from furthering your relationship with God it’s not a problem. When you let it get in the way is when it’s a problem. It can be worked into your life in a healthy way in which it doesn’t effect your relationship with God. That may seem impossible at the moment but some counseling sessions would probably be helpful as long as the counselor is understanding.

My wife and I have worked through this for years. Our pastor knew prior to our marriage and since then several therapists have helped. I have yet to have someone say that I’m living in sin. What has been said is that it could lead to sin if not kept in check. That is to say interrupting normal life and my pursuit of Jesus.

We serve a jealous God and if we spend more time with the things of the world, and sacrifice spiritual things, it can become a problem. If it concerns the OP just make sure at the end of the day that you’re spending more time with God than you have following your passion for diapers or anything else. As far back as I can remember, perhaps just post toddler, I’ve had an affinity for plastic pants which brought many about a binge and purge cycle. When I became a believer at age 22 it became dormant for a period and then a few years later it returned and disappeared a few more times. Now I’m dual ic and wear 24/7 so diapers became a necessary part of my life. Due to my familiarity with cloth diapers, from my childhood and them being what my wife and I used very economically with our children, they’re my go to diaper and I get to use my polymer pals for the purpose that they were designed for sans any guilt about my relationship to them.

 

[Edgewater]

This is an interesting thought, maybe it is a challenge, something to overcome!

Sealander, I read all your posts here, and I am having similar struggles although coming from a completely different place. I would be interested in your perspective as well as any other Catholics.

A quick background, I come from an agnostic background but I have been asking around about religion as I have become more convinced the logical conclusion is god exists (but then, what religion is "right"?). I ended up in a Catholic RCIA, I am the only Agnostic there (the others all come from other Christian denominations). My friend invited me just so I could learn (no pressure to join), but I very quickly went from "no way" to the religion resonating with me.

But there are minor issues I run into with it.

Spoiler: Warning, Sexual stuff!

One being Masturbation being a sin. Like you, diapers started for me as a sexual thing. I am also an Asexual so it is my only sexual outlet. I have been thinking about this though, from the moment I started wearing diapers to masturbate, I would feel disgusted about it after and take them off. But I always had the desire to use diapers non sexually, so I have worked my way into using them as normal underwear around the house as well. Is it possible this is my conscious saying that wearing diapers non sexually is okay, but not to masturbate?

The other thought is how to think about sin, I am still just learning about this (in fact the RCIA chapter on this is next week), but I think my approach on this might be wrong. When I think of "sin", I think of being a bad person. We all agree Murder is bad. So it is hard that some of the things I do put me on the same level as a murderer in God's eyes. But maybe this is the wrong way to approach it? I know the technical definition is anything that turns you away from God. What if preventing sin is more of a challenge?

Spoiler: More sexual stuff

In a way, god could be challenging me to enjoy diapers not in a sexual way, and the reward (other than Heaven), is now I have comfy pants I get to enjoy!

In reality, the Catholic Church has undergone a major review of itself and as the individual churches come to understand and begin practicing the words from our Pope, we are finding a more simple way of seeing God, in his terms: "God So Loved The World" and that comes all the way to specifically each of us. We are Loved first and foremost. God knows that we are sinners and still Loves us. God wants us to live in his grace! We just need to simply open ourselves and rejoice in his Love.

Good on you for being in an RCIA class. Enjoy meeting the Catholic Church and being introduced to it. By this point, you have heard of God's Love of you! His Joy in your coming home. You're working on living a Godly Life by helping others find their way in this confusing World. By simply hearing first and foremost that he Loves You and by starting any question regarding how God feels about you with those words will bring you comfort!

We can second guess what God would think about this or that, whether wearing diapers are a sin and what is not! Those telling you that you are a sinner are just the demons attempting to driving a wedge between you and your rightful place next to God. There are far too many religions out there that are using FEAR to gather followers. God does not use Fear, God uses Love!

I hope you continue with your RCIA classes and come to see the Love of God everyday of your life here and look forward to living in his eternal Love.

 

[Seug]

Thanks for the responses! It is interesting to find how many Catholics there are when I look around for them. Turns out there are 2x more Catholics than Non religious folks in the US, I thought a lot more people were Agnostic or Atheist.

I wish you well in your search!

I may have said this in this thread, I'm not sure. But I tried for a long time to wear diapers non-sexually. For a period it kinda worked, about 2 months. But eventually I reached a point where I couldn't wear a diaper without masturbating in it. They were just too sexually charged, and it's such a special event to wear one when you've been holding back. So it didn't work for me.

The other thing was that, being honest with myself, it doesn't follow that if I don't masturbate then it's not sexual. The Church would prohibit looking at porn without masturbating too. It was hard to deny that the enjoyment I was getting out of diapers was on some level sexual (just like a married man flirting with someone other than his wife--he may not be aroused, but it'd be ridiculous for him to say that in his defense).

So eventually I ended up purging, and now that I'm wearing diapers freely I'm pretty distant from my faith. I feel pretty fraudulent about it because I'm still outwardly practicing. A good friend of me asked me to be godfather to another of his children.

Thanks for the well wishes! That is sad to hear. It is hard for me to think that god would want you to give up completely. I hear the solution is to go to confession regularly, but even then, you would have to want to stop what you are doing. It is hard for me to even accept that what you and I are doing is wrong, at least to that degree. I would understand if some serial killer kept on killing people and not trying to stop, that being an issue.

In reality, the Catholic Church has undergone a major review of itself and as the individual churches come to understand and begin practicing the words from our Pope, we are finding a more simple way of seeing God, in his terms: "God So Loved The World" and that comes all the way to specifically each of us. We are Loved first and foremost. God knows that we are sinners and still Loves us. God wants us to live in his grace! We just need to simply open ourselves and rejoice in his Love.

Good on you for being in an RCIA class. Enjoy meeting the Catholic Church and being introduced to it. By this point, you have heard of God's Love of you! His Joy in your coming home. You're working on living a Godly Life by helping others find their way in this confusing World. By simply hearing first and foremost that he Loves You and by starting any question regarding how God feels about you with those words will bring you comfort!

We can second guess what God would think about this or that, whether wearing diapers are a sin and what is not! Those telling you that you are a sinner are just the demons attempting to driving a wedge between you and your rightful place next to God. There are far too many religions out there that are using FEAR to gather followers. God does not use Fear, God uses Love!

I hope you continue with your RCIA classes and come to see the Love of God everyday of your life here and look forward to living in his eternal Love.

Fear and Hate are things I would not tolerate in a Religion, and one I am sensitive to look out for. Even if that is the truth of God, I would not worship that god and face the consequences. I thought these things were part of the Catholic religion, but what I have seen is that God is Loving and Forgiving. He forgives sins that many of us would not be able to forgive ourselves. It makes sense when we think of God as our Father. Surely we have all seen the unconditional love of parents, where rotten kids do horrible things, and their Mom and Dad still love them and want them to come home. I am curious if the Catholic Church has changed recently, since I don't know the history very well.

Those telling you that you are a sinner are just the demons attempting to driving a wedge between you and your rightful place next to God.

Doesn't the Catholic Church teach us a lot what is sinning pretty explicitly? Things that are not in the Bible, but part of the Catechism of the Catholic Church? Curious if that is any different from what you are saying.

I definitely plan to continue! I don't know if the Catholic Church is where I will end up, but I figure worst case, I learn more about another religion!

 

[Edgewater]

The Catholic Church took a very deep look at itself in the 1950's and again with our current Pope.
One can spend huge amounts of time detailing the many writings and can become confused until one simply start each with: God Loves Me!

I am not sure what you want me to say, but remember that we do not judge. That is for God! We are asked to live a Godly life! A life that brings his Love to others. That is a guide that heads one in the correct direction.

It's kind of like you believe that there is a mine field in front of you that is filled with deadly sins. In reality as you cross the field with God, he carries you across that field. It sounds to good to be true! Until you come to understand that you are the one who believes those sins are there set to only hurt /murder you!

There are sins that are explicit! And one needs to remember that the Bible was translated from Latin to English and there are words that did not translate with perfection. Others enjoy spending time on the meaning of this word or that word in a sentence! And keep one from getting to starting with: God Loves You!

My Engineering mind senses you know more than you are letting on to! Games are dangerous and playing is very dangerous and can separate you from what you state you are looking for! Take great care!

 

[Sealander]

Thanks for the well wishes! That is sad to hear. It is hard for me to think that god would want you to give up completely. I hear the solution is to go to confession regularly, but even then, you would have to want to stop what you are doing. It is hard for me to even accept that what you and I are doing is wrong, at least to that degree. I would understand if some serial killer kept on killing people and not trying to stop, that being an issue.

Yes, confession is not valid without "a firm purpose of amendment." You can't apologize for something if you don't regret it and if you intend to continue! That's the rub.

I went to confession more or less weekly (closer to more) for a decade. I was only 'chastised' once (by a priest who I guess was tired of hearing me back so frequently), but I found it mortifying, and I'd spiral into depression whenever I slipped up, especially as time went on. Following God's law, despite the difficulty, is supposed to be joyful, but I had a lot of trouble achieving that mindset.

 

[TeeMousy]

Yes, confession is not valid without "a firm purpose of amendment." You can't apologize for something if you don't regret it and if you intend to continue! That's the rub.

I went to confession more or less weekly (closer to more) for a decade. I was only 'chastised' once (by a priest who I guess was tired of hearing me back so frequently), but I found it mortifying, and I'd spiral into depression whenever I slipped up, especially as time went on. Following God's law, despite the difficulty, is supposed to be joyful, but I had a lot of trouble achieving that mindset.

I am so thankful that God is not a human who would grow tired of me. His patience and mercy are unbelievable. He knows I can't do it on my own. My joy comes from knowing when I do fail him, I can turn around to face him and not hide from him. He lifts my head, wipes away my tears and sets me back on the right path. He gives me renewed strength and the hope than with his help I can make it to the end.

 

[Seug]

My Engineering mind senses you know more than you are letting on to! Games are dangerous and playing is very dangerous and can separate you from what you state you are looking for! Take great care!

I am still very new to all this but I may have gotten obsessed a bit and done a lot of my own research. You are right though I try to remember to come back to what I am looking for and why I ended up at this Church (which are a lot of things, but looking for a sense of purpose and a community to donate my time are a couple), instead of getting caught up in the details.

Yes, confession is not valid without "a firm purpose of amendment." You can't apologize for something if you don't regret it and if you intend to continue! That's the rub.

Ahh so the issue is since you don't intend to try to stop? The priest on Sunday (RCIA was about sin) was saying that he can at least work with it if you are sorry for not being sorry.

I went to confession more or less weekly (closer to more) for a decade. I was only 'chastised' once (by a priest who I guess was tired of hearing me back so frequently), but I found it mortifying, and I'd spiral into depression whenever I slipped up, especially as time went on. Following God's law, despite the difficulty, is supposed to be joyful, but I had a lot of trouble achieving that mindset.

I am sorry to hear that, from my current understanding that priest was wrong. They are not supposed to even acknowledge past confessions outside of the confession itself.

 

[Sealander]

Ahh so the issue is since you don't intend to try to stop? The priest on Sunday (RCIA was about sin) was saying that he can at least work with it if you are sorry for not being sorry.

That's the current issue, yeah. I did try to stop for 10 years, but I have given up trying over the last 6 months or so. I'm ambivalent about it. I haven't told my spiritual director about it, either.

I'm living a kind of double life these days... I don't know whether I want to leave the Church or continue being a fraud or purge my ABDL stuff and return to aiming at continence (in the old sense!). My ties to the Church are quite deep.

I am sorry to hear that, from my current understanding that priest was wrong. They are not supposed to even acknowledge past confessions outside of the confession itself.

Yeah, I think he was wrong on several counts, but it still unnerved me deeply and I replayed the conversation in my head for weeks. Priests are not perfect.

 

[dogboy]

I hope you don't stress about this. It's not that your priest made a mistake but it's more likely he doesn't understand what it's like to be AB/DL and what motivates our drive to wear diapers. For the most part, we don't understand what drives us but the drive is there. I don't see it as a sin as long as you keep God and your faith in your life, nor do I see it as hypocritical. If we were supposed to be perfect then I suppose it would be hypocritical but as humans and mammals, we are far from perfect. I might add that our very creation makes us imperfect.

If you haven't hurt anyone by wearing diapers and you haven't hurt yourself, how can it be a sin if you still keep God in your heart.

 

[Edgewater]

I hope you don't stress about this. It's not that your priest made a mistake but it's more likely he doesn't understand what it's like to be AB/DL and what motivates our drive to wear diapers. For the most part, we don't understand what drives us but the drive is there. I don't see it as a sin as long as you keep God and your faith in your life, nor do I see it as hypocritical. If we were supposed to be perfect then I suppose it would be hypocritical but as humans and mammals, we are far from perfect. I might add that our very creation makes us imperfect.

If you haven't hurt anyone by wearing diapers and you haven't hurt yourself, how can it be a sin if you still keep God in your heart.

And, if I may add to dogboy comments:

I believe that it is too easy to dismiss the guidance of your Priest as it is very possible that he was try to draw your attention to your developing obsession with your questions regarding ABDL. Considering the number of times you have asked for forgiveness and received it, yet again asking again, I can see the reasoning for his statement.