Nicebo
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Hi there
I’m a male who just turned 21 and my journey that brought me to this decision of the title starts 10 years ago or so, when symptoms of OAB started to show up. First of all If you are wondering, I have already decided, I want to go 24/7, even though it might not be strictly necessary. I still have some control over my bladder and mediacations helped a lot, but this desn’t stop my curiosity to try out diapers and also think that this would be the best solution for me. Im only a bit afraid if I think that this is going to be a permanent change and after there’s no way back.
A little bit of my story: I think I lived such a moment when I wass 100% potty trained and continent and whenever I remember those days, I really miss that. But now the reality is different. I started to have a number of sudden and strong urgencies, along with some leaking episodes, during my teen years. I remember the first time I leaked, My mom took me from school and as she needed to go to a store to buy some stuff before coming home, she brought me with her. Seems like it was too much time for me to wait and I felt a big urge to go, since there were no toilets around, holding became a real struggle and all I was able to do is made it to the car but then I just wet myself. This was really embarassing, my mother scolded me because she said I didn’t go to the toilets in school, which was not true. Since this me and my mother discovered I have a problem and I came to terms that I couldn’t wait more than 2 hours without any trip to the bathroom. Since things were not improving, I started wearing pull-ups around the 7 grade. OMG was it embaressing. Fortunaltely, I carefully scheduled my toliet routine so very rarely I acutally wet my pull-ups, they rather were just in case, but with the time I felt how hard I trusted not wearing any protection, I felt much more relaxed and safe with a pull-up on. I started also to have bedwetting episodes so I often wore protection during night as well.
Once me and my family had to take a long travel by car on vacation, this is whem my mom forced me to wear a tape-on diaper. She said “you’re pullups are gojng to leak and I don’t want to clean my car if you wet it”. This time I fighted because the idea of wearing a “true diaper” really hit me. I was around 14 or 15 and it was an adult diaper (maybe a Depend?) since I was big enough for not wearing baby diapers anymore. This was the time I started to know the world of adult diapers, which brough me to learn about ABDLs and incontinent adults later on. I was super embarassed despite no one outisde my family would know, it felt so regressing, but at the same time I felt very safe and the fact it was plastic backed it was a whole new sensation for me. It was humiliating when my parents, my brother and sister went to the toilets at the gas station when we took a break, while I was not allowed to, I just had to stay diapered. I remember also how much I was surprised at the end of the travel about my diaper being so full, soggy and heavy, this was the first time I experienced carring more than one void in my “underwear” and was both amazed and scared about the result. I can't also forget what my mom commented that time, she said something like “If you keep drinking so much fruit juice, you may need a much thicker and more absorbent diaper!” These words also have wandered in my mind quite a bit…
I kept being embarassed about my issue, I kept wanting to outgrow pull-ups or diapers or whatever protection. But at the same time the whole idea of wearing diapers as an adult started to get interesting to me. I discovered the market of incontinence products, learned about different diapers brands and of course dicovered sites and forums like this one. Despite is not common find others at my age who have any sort of incontinence issue, I feel really glad and reassured there are other people like me. It’s a feeling of comfort that no one, not my family or doctors and my friends neither provided me.
What I feel lately is I am very tired of my condition, Im tired of scheduling my bathroom routine, I can’t stand that I feel exposed and not really safe even when I went to the toilet just 20-30 min ago… Im tired of my bedwetting and the fact that I often have to wash my sheets (at least my mother does).
I can’t do nothing but thinking about going to wear diapers and do it full time, like literally giving up underwear. This particulary since I started my job and found myself a flat to live in. This is like the perfect occasion to wear diapers without feeling like anyone is looking and therefore judging me. My mother also agreed to give me finiancial support, so now I just have to choose which brand to buy. I don’t know what to start with among Northshore, Molicare Maxi, Betterdry, Beyond XP 500, Tranquillity… I often lurk on the internet and watch pics of diapers and adults wearing diapers… and I really feel sort of jealous about them. Those thick white diapers seem to be so safe and comfortable. I don’t know why but I am so excited and curious to see how they would look on me lol.
I still have to figure out what consequences this is going to have. I don’t know how it is going to combine wiht going to the gym, goin to the beach, going to a sleepover. Also I hardly imagine this to bring out in a future relationship (I’m single right now) but again, the desire and the enthusiasm to start this new life in diapers is just too strong. I have to find a way to dress in order to be sure no one is going to notice when I’m out of home, I read people suggest to get on size bigger pants so Im also thinking about purchasing them.
So here I am about to start this new journey and wanted to share this with you, whatever advise and commment is well accepted,
Thank you!
I’m a male who just turned 21 and my journey that brought me to this decision of the title starts 10 years ago or so, when symptoms of OAB started to show up. First of all If you are wondering, I have already decided, I want to go 24/7, even though it might not be strictly necessary. I still have some control over my bladder and mediacations helped a lot, but this desn’t stop my curiosity to try out diapers and also think that this would be the best solution for me. Im only a bit afraid if I think that this is going to be a permanent change and after there’s no way back.
A little bit of my story: I think I lived such a moment when I wass 100% potty trained and continent and whenever I remember those days, I really miss that. But now the reality is different. I started to have a number of sudden and strong urgencies, along with some leaking episodes, during my teen years. I remember the first time I leaked, My mom took me from school and as she needed to go to a store to buy some stuff before coming home, she brought me with her. Seems like it was too much time for me to wait and I felt a big urge to go, since there were no toilets around, holding became a real struggle and all I was able to do is made it to the car but then I just wet myself. This was really embarassing, my mother scolded me because she said I didn’t go to the toilets in school, which was not true. Since this me and my mother discovered I have a problem and I came to terms that I couldn’t wait more than 2 hours without any trip to the bathroom. Since things were not improving, I started wearing pull-ups around the 7 grade. OMG was it embaressing. Fortunaltely, I carefully scheduled my toliet routine so very rarely I acutally wet my pull-ups, they rather were just in case, but with the time I felt how hard I trusted not wearing any protection, I felt much more relaxed and safe with a pull-up on. I started also to have bedwetting episodes so I often wore protection during night as well.
Once me and my family had to take a long travel by car on vacation, this is whem my mom forced me to wear a tape-on diaper. She said “you’re pullups are gojng to leak and I don’t want to clean my car if you wet it”. This time I fighted because the idea of wearing a “true diaper” really hit me. I was around 14 or 15 and it was an adult diaper (maybe a Depend?) since I was big enough for not wearing baby diapers anymore. This was the time I started to know the world of adult diapers, which brough me to learn about ABDLs and incontinent adults later on. I was super embarassed despite no one outisde my family would know, it felt so regressing, but at the same time I felt very safe and the fact it was plastic backed it was a whole new sensation for me. It was humiliating when my parents, my brother and sister went to the toilets at the gas station when we took a break, while I was not allowed to, I just had to stay diapered. I remember also how much I was surprised at the end of the travel about my diaper being so full, soggy and heavy, this was the first time I experienced carring more than one void in my “underwear” and was both amazed and scared about the result. I can't also forget what my mom commented that time, she said something like “If you keep drinking so much fruit juice, you may need a much thicker and more absorbent diaper!” These words also have wandered in my mind quite a bit…
I kept being embarassed about my issue, I kept wanting to outgrow pull-ups or diapers or whatever protection. But at the same time the whole idea of wearing diapers as an adult started to get interesting to me. I discovered the market of incontinence products, learned about different diapers brands and of course dicovered sites and forums like this one. Despite is not common find others at my age who have any sort of incontinence issue, I feel really glad and reassured there are other people like me. It’s a feeling of comfort that no one, not my family or doctors and my friends neither provided me.
What I feel lately is I am very tired of my condition, Im tired of scheduling my bathroom routine, I can’t stand that I feel exposed and not really safe even when I went to the toilet just 20-30 min ago… Im tired of my bedwetting and the fact that I often have to wash my sheets (at least my mother does).
I can’t do nothing but thinking about going to wear diapers and do it full time, like literally giving up underwear. This particulary since I started my job and found myself a flat to live in. This is like the perfect occasion to wear diapers without feeling like anyone is looking and therefore judging me. My mother also agreed to give me finiancial support, so now I just have to choose which brand to buy. I don’t know what to start with among Northshore, Molicare Maxi, Betterdry, Beyond XP 500, Tranquillity… I often lurk on the internet and watch pics of diapers and adults wearing diapers… and I really feel sort of jealous about them. Those thick white diapers seem to be so safe and comfortable. I don’t know why but I am so excited and curious to see how they would look on me lol.
I still have to figure out what consequences this is going to have. I don’t know how it is going to combine wiht going to the gym, goin to the beach, going to a sleepover. Also I hardly imagine this to bring out in a future relationship (I’m single right now) but again, the desire and the enthusiasm to start this new life in diapers is just too strong. I have to find a way to dress in order to be sure no one is going to notice when I’m out of home, I read people suggest to get on size bigger pants so Im also thinking about purchasing them.
So here I am about to start this new journey and wanted to share this with you, whatever advise and commment is well accepted,
Thank you!
I know I would not wish this life onto anyone I know.
it's a shame it's not a standardised format across the UK does my head in, I recently got them to change my pads not back to tena but go up in absorbent levels to super and maxi great I though problem solved oh no now ive gone up the quantity I get has been reduced so i get one change in the morning one when i get home from work and one when i go to bed "very comfortable" I don't want to change my self more than three times a day thank you NHS