SophiaNuw
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I recently wore a diaper, or rather a pull up, for the first time since i was a baby, and it finally made me realize how this abdl part of me is an exclusively sexual thing. I tried wearing it to bed, but it didn't feel good, i didn't feel "safe" or any of the things i usually hear about little space.
It made me realize that diapers are nothing but an object of sexual desire to me.
This however made it difficult for me to accept it. I've tried to persuade myself into thinking that my desires for diapers was a "good" thing or an outlet for something, but suddenly it has lost all it's value.
I am a christian and that has let me to believe that my sexual desires aren't going to lead me to any happiness or anything meaningful if it isn't grounded in love.
And if i'm truly honest with myself, this isn't love. It's a desire, desire for a meaningless object that brings me very temporary pleasure.
So I'm genuinely just curious wether any other people have had the same experiences and how they've adapted to this, especially with the morality of christianity?
It made me realize that diapers are nothing but an object of sexual desire to me.
This however made it difficult for me to accept it. I've tried to persuade myself into thinking that my desires for diapers was a "good" thing or an outlet for something, but suddenly it has lost all it's value.
I am a christian and that has let me to believe that my sexual desires aren't going to lead me to any happiness or anything meaningful if it isn't grounded in love.
And if i'm truly honest with myself, this isn't love. It's a desire, desire for a meaningless object that brings me very temporary pleasure.
So I'm genuinely just curious wether any other people have had the same experiences and how they've adapted to this, especially with the morality of christianity?