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If gender identity and sexuality had been discussed in the early 90s like they are today, I might’ve wondered whether I was transgender. As it was, I had no idea about any of that, so my adventures with crossdressing as a high schooler (all in private) felt a lot like ABDL did at the time: It was a need, I acted on it, and it made me feel ashamed. Ultimately I moved on from it, and I don’t think I feel anything like gender dysphoria, but I’ll admit to remaining curious about having a female body. Generally speaking, I think it’s pretty normal to wonder about experiencing things in ways your own body doesn’t quite allow, regardless of how secure you are in your gender identity.
I’ve taken the Sissy label on ADISC, but Little Girl/LG would be more accurate, because my little side and my girl side are pretty much the same thing, and it’s very difficult for me to explain the appeal. It’s not about body parts at all. Rather, I just don’t feel as authentically “little” as a boy. I’ve suggested before that this might be due to all of the toddler girls I was around growing up: my own little sister, the little sisters of my friends, … Nobody had a little brother! So when I was jealous of, or living vicariously through, a toddler running around in a diaper, that toddler was almost always a girl, and the things I saw tended to become role-play scenarios later. But who knows? That theory may be total crap, ha ha.
I’ve taken the Sissy label on ADISC, but Little Girl/LG would be more accurate, because my little side and my girl side are pretty much the same thing, and it’s very difficult for me to explain the appeal. It’s not about body parts at all. Rather, I just don’t feel as authentically “little” as a boy. I’ve suggested before that this might be due to all of the toddler girls I was around growing up: my own little sister, the little sisters of my friends, … Nobody had a little brother! So when I was jealous of, or living vicariously through, a toddler running around in a diaper, that toddler was almost always a girl, and the things I saw tended to become role-play scenarios later. But who knows? That theory may be total crap, ha ha.