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I had a very good friend asked me if she wanted to take me to her yoga studio. It sounded good. I don't actually study yoga but I enjoy some of their positions. I do this almost every morning. I usually end up sitting by crossing my legs tight by my feet against my knees and doing some meditation for a half hour. Completely relaxing.
When she asked me I said fine, I'd like to try it. I do worry about me being IC. My friend does know that I have IC issues though we don't really talk about it. She knows that I wear diapers but that's about what she knows. So we went to the studio. She was wearing those typical tights and I wore some baggy sweat pants and a t-shirt. I had my usual BM that early morning so I wasn't worried about an accident.
During the morning she and the woman leader helped to get me in the proper positions. It was fun and very relaxing. Then all of a sudden I filled my diaper. Oops. I'm sure I had a sense of panic. Nobody smelled my accident (thank you Nullo) but I also flooded my diaper. So now I had a loaded and wet diaper. After a few minutes I excused myself and said I had to get ready for work. The whole time she was looking at my bottom. I'm sure I blushed before I left. She didn't make a scene but I'm sure she must have seen my loaded diaper. Crap.
Since that morning I just do my own "yoga work-out" at home. Which is OK but I wish I could go back for the studio again. My friend continues to ask if I want to go with her.
I'm still embarrassed about what happened. She never said anything about my accident but I'm sure she must know. That was over a week ago. Maybe I should give it another go? It was fun and really relaxing. And she keeps asking. I think I'll go.
When she asked me I said fine, I'd like to try it. I do worry about me being IC. My friend does know that I have IC issues though we don't really talk about it. She knows that I wear diapers but that's about what she knows. So we went to the studio. She was wearing those typical tights and I wore some baggy sweat pants and a t-shirt. I had my usual BM that early morning so I wasn't worried about an accident.
During the morning she and the woman leader helped to get me in the proper positions. It was fun and very relaxing. Then all of a sudden I filled my diaper. Oops. I'm sure I had a sense of panic. Nobody smelled my accident (thank you Nullo) but I also flooded my diaper. So now I had a loaded and wet diaper. After a few minutes I excused myself and said I had to get ready for work. The whole time she was looking at my bottom. I'm sure I blushed before I left. She didn't make a scene but I'm sure she must have seen my loaded diaper. Crap.
Since that morning I just do my own "yoga work-out" at home. Which is OK but I wish I could go back for the studio again. My friend continues to ask if I want to go with her.
I'm still embarrassed about what happened. She never said anything about my accident but I'm sure she must know. That was over a week ago. Maybe I should give it another go? It was fun and really relaxing. And she keeps asking. I think I'll go.