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I'm trying to decide whether or not I'm going to keep this social media account.
I originally made a Twitter because I was going to make an ABDL shop (I'm still going to do that, the Twitter just kinda morphed into a personal account while other plans in life took precendence) -- but now I have this account with literally one follower, and a bunch of ABDLs/littles in the community I followed for my ABDL shop. I don't really have any reciprocal relationships on there, and only one follower.
It seems like the ABDL community on Twitter is kind of clique-y. Maybe I'm wrong! But I don't really have an in, as I've never been to a con or a fetish parade or a munch. I've met up with ABDLs 1-on-1, but not since I've been married. I am like 20% DL 80% AB and live the lifestyle with my Mommy 24/7, but the minority sexual side is ONLY for Mommy, and I have been made uncomfortable by several exchanges with local ABDLs who wanted to meet up with me. Especially with ABDL amabs, there's often weird sexual energy. And ABDL afabs are (rightly, in my experience) leery about talking to ABDL amabs and, when they do, they tend to be *very* forward in a way that Mommy is rather uncomfortable with.
I've found my person, I just want *friends*. Not
friends, not friends that want something more and create weird sexual tension, not friends that act normal with me but then message my Mommy asking if she can be their Mommy/keyholder/etc too, not friends who secretly want to be a third in my relationship, not friends who drag my energy down with self-hate (I feel for you, but its triggering for me and I've worked really hard to get away from that mentality so I can't really afford to be around it now that I've cultivated enough self-love to feel confident in my padded/Little self)..just friends. Friends who play xbox one, friends who game on PC, friends who like folk music, rap music, whatever. Friends who *make* music, friends who will talk about their life and goals and hobbies outside of diapers just as much as they talk about diapers. Friends who I could introduce to my Mommy and maybe *slowly* build a friendship solid enough for her to trust us meeting in person (MAYBE.). She is *very* protective of me, and wants what's best for me. But it's getting me down that everything I see on twitter is hyper-sexualized content and people being super horny all over the place and having 10+ partners and sending each other sexual images publicly and casually, talking about super sexual things super casually, etc.
I just want Normal
Ass Friends Who Like Diapers . I honestly feel like I would have more luck continuing to tell my vanilla friends til they're cool with it and just have vanilla friends who let me be myself. I have a handful, but they're so far away.
Anyways, /endrant
I originally made a Twitter because I was going to make an ABDL shop (I'm still going to do that, the Twitter just kinda morphed into a personal account while other plans in life took precendence) -- but now I have this account with literally one follower, and a bunch of ABDLs/littles in the community I followed for my ABDL shop. I don't really have any reciprocal relationships on there, and only one follower.
It seems like the ABDL community on Twitter is kind of clique-y. Maybe I'm wrong! But I don't really have an in, as I've never been to a con or a fetish parade or a munch. I've met up with ABDLs 1-on-1, but not since I've been married. I am like 20% DL 80% AB and live the lifestyle with my Mommy 24/7, but the minority sexual side is ONLY for Mommy, and I have been made uncomfortable by several exchanges with local ABDLs who wanted to meet up with me. Especially with ABDL amabs, there's often weird sexual energy. And ABDL afabs are (rightly, in my experience) leery about talking to ABDL amabs and, when they do, they tend to be *very* forward in a way that Mommy is rather uncomfortable with.
I've found my person, I just want *friends*. Not
friends, not friends that want something more and create weird sexual tension, not friends that act normal with me but then message my Mommy asking if she can be their Mommy/keyholder/etc too, not friends who secretly want to be a third in my relationship, not friends who drag my energy down with self-hate (I feel for you, but its triggering for me and I've worked really hard to get away from that mentality so I can't really afford to be around it now that I've cultivated enough self-love to feel confident in my padded/Little self)..just friends. Friends who play xbox one, friends who game on PC, friends who like folk music, rap music, whatever. Friends who *make* music, friends who will talk about their life and goals and hobbies outside of diapers just as much as they talk about diapers. Friends who I could introduce to my Mommy and maybe *slowly* build a friendship solid enough for her to trust us meeting in person (MAYBE.). She is *very* protective of me, and wants what's best for me. But it's getting me down that everything I see on twitter is hyper-sexualized content and people being super horny all over the place and having 10+ partners and sending each other sexual images publicly and casually, talking about super sexual things super casually, etc.I just want Normal
Ass Friends Who Like Diapers . I honestly feel like I would have more luck continuing to tell my vanilla friends til they're cool with it and just have vanilla friends who let me be myself. I have a handful, but they're so far away.Anyways, /endrant
I do have some spicy content up on there (what it was started for) but now it's calmed down a whole lot! I have noticed the same with it being hard to get conversations going that aren't just about diapers, I've made posts about wanting to make friends and trying to start conversations but it seems all that gets interacted with is when I post pics of what padding I'm wearing at the moment
