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I’m very new to this community and I’m really scared. I’ve had these thoughts in the back of my head for years now. I need help understanding what I’m going through.
I don't feel much of a struggle: being a little girl in diapers & simple dresses lets me enjoy a kind of innocence, some softness & sweetness outside the 'convention', the freedom of being outside of the expected mold. I still have boy parts and love how they feel & what they do, but I love the girl world, cuddling teddy bears, holding them close while in a lightly frilly nightie or shortalls & a blouse with pink hi-tops and ruffle socks...or wearing the same get-up Sue Ellen wears and loving how free it feels. All while in a thick diaper. It feels like a whole new world to explore, so much uncharted territory.Sissyguus1 said:sorry but a Sissy baby isn't fun, it is a contonius battle between what you realy are and feels good by, and the world outsight expect.
You don't choice what you want to be, you are !! and that is difficult, My wife is very open minded in this, but to accept that I am.. and live in private as a Sissy is Nice but also a struggle
yes this is my dream so thank you for your infobinkyb said:Being a sissy baby is fun, I get to wear dresses and frills while wetting my diaper. Not everyone is sissy just by being abdl but there are enough of us. It really boils down to what you like, how you feel and what will provide you with that sense of self. Not really much point in doing it if your not doing it how you really want to. So if sissy baby is how you feel then that's who you are so embrace it and be true to yourself you can't really change it it's inbuilt into you
Your very fortunate to have an understanding partnerRuffRuff said:Being a sissy baby is different for everyone. I personally enjoy wearing dresses and skirts at times to show off my cute diapers. My wife who will role play as mommy or sitter sometimes. She will Dom me and really get me to be a sissy little girl. If I know that I am going out during the day or may have someone over. I will put regular clothes on, but wear some cute panties and a sports bra to still give me that sissy feelings. I do have girl bottles, sippy cups, pacifiers, etc for my special times at night. That is s basic summary for me. I could go on, but I know you girls don't like to read long stories mostnof the times.
This very sweet and so brave to be so open and honest, Stefy. I too only see my sissy baby as a baby girl. That is all I know her as, even when she has to pretend to be a big boy she is only pretending.BabyprinceS said:To me, it's like embracing a part of me that I had to let go for a very long time. It's like having again the possibility of being helpless, tender, feminine. It's like living something society and family taught me out of when I was little, since "it was not appropriate for a boy". I have this strong sense of loss in me about that: I don't if others feel the same, but I feel like my adultness was already 'built' by extrinsic forces way back then, when I was an actual little, just looking for mommy's affection.
Being a sissy baby for me is wearing diapers, soft pink clothes, having a pacifier between my lips all the time, always hugging stuffie friends. It means laying down on my playmat for coloring time, cuddles with mommy. it means watching Disney movies, singing all the songs and clapping my hands on Mommy's lap. It means feeling hers, just hers, protected and loved like never before. It means leaving behind my adulthood and being helpless, totally helpless. It means I'm not even a boy anymore, because mommy sees just a little girl in me - and through her eyes, I sees that too. It means becoming tiny, soft, and dependent as a sissy can be, and being relieved by the sense of shame that I had about that, since my humiliation is now what makes me precious for my Mommy.
Stefy
Your sissy baby is lucky to have such an awesome and caring mommy how you must beBellasMommy said:This very sweet and so brave to be so open and honest, Stefy. I too only see my sissy baby as a baby girl. That is all I know her as, even when she has to pretend to be a big boy she is only pretending.