lilshelly
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As my urodynamics test gets closer. The more I am trying to figure out what could be the cause of my problem. I am embarrassed to have to do this test. Which is the reason I will sit here and try to analyze it myself.
I have Cerebral Palsy which while that can be a contributing factor.(one of the reasons the doctor wants to run the test.) I don't see that as being an issue. Having had lived with this disability for my whole life. I have never had issues in the past. I figured that when I was unable to walk and wheelchair bound ok I could understand.
There are just things about this that I don't understand. I can feel like I have to go. Not run to the bathroom but feel like I need to go. I will go to the bathroom and not go much at all. If I feel said need but wait, my bladder fills up more. Then there are instances where I have gone to the bathroom emptied my bladder. Then put on a fresh diaper and five minutes later wet the diaper.
One example tonight. I got out of my diaper for the night and immediately sat on the toilet. I did go but not much.
I don't wear diapers all the time which makes it hard for me to understand what is going on. I don't want to have them do this test and write me off as a nut case. I am very confused and afraid.
I have Cerebral Palsy which while that can be a contributing factor.(one of the reasons the doctor wants to run the test.) I don't see that as being an issue. Having had lived with this disability for my whole life. I have never had issues in the past. I figured that when I was unable to walk and wheelchair bound ok I could understand.
There are just things about this that I don't understand. I can feel like I have to go. Not run to the bathroom but feel like I need to go. I will go to the bathroom and not go much at all. If I feel said need but wait, my bladder fills up more. Then there are instances where I have gone to the bathroom emptied my bladder. Then put on a fresh diaper and five minutes later wet the diaper.
One example tonight. I got out of my diaper for the night and immediately sat on the toilet. I did go but not much.
I don't wear diapers all the time which makes it hard for me to understand what is going on. I don't want to have them do this test and write me off as a nut case. I am very confused and afraid.