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Recently I've developed mixed IC , it was originally just urge but is now stress as well . Laughing to hard or coughing hard makes me leak or even release a stream against my will .
Urgency is bad as well , I find myself caught at weird moments where if I don't go when it demands it (my bladder ) then I risk wetting .
I made the choice to wear depends at least for the time being until I can visit my urologist ( AGAIN) to see if it can be fixed at all .
A few factors could be against me
1. Back damage to spine also sciatica
2. Overweight fat in the tummy and pubic area which could increase my ic .
3. Trauma from my nightmare disorder causing me to hold so long at night I wake up bursting or in pain from holding to long risking wetting .
4 ptsd from a bad childhood and teen life due to bullying Or being raped as a 19 year old girl .
5. Medications - I take spirnolactone and birth control for my pcos, and Hashimoto's thyroiditis /hypothyroidism. They could contribute to the problem and I plan on some blood tests to confirm .
Finally there is the possibility it simply developed due to injury or traumas to my body or it's age .
I plan on a MRI or X-ray to confirm the damage .
I'm 29 never had kids and yes I've had relations with men . I did used to suffer frequent UTI when I had a active sex life, but since have only had two UTI in 4 years of celibacy, due to a LDR.
With that info out of the way , I guess I explained my need for depends rather well .
I think honestly as cheap as depends are,
they work for my problem; and unless it gets worse for me I'll probably not shift to diapers unless bed wetting starts ,
which I pray it doesn't because I love my bedding ( I'm a ABDL )
Urgency is bad as well , I find myself caught at weird moments where if I don't go when it demands it (my bladder ) then I risk wetting .
I made the choice to wear depends at least for the time being until I can visit my urologist ( AGAIN) to see if it can be fixed at all .
A few factors could be against me
1. Back damage to spine also sciatica
2. Overweight fat in the tummy and pubic area which could increase my ic .
3. Trauma from my nightmare disorder causing me to hold so long at night I wake up bursting or in pain from holding to long risking wetting .
4 ptsd from a bad childhood and teen life due to bullying Or being raped as a 19 year old girl .
5. Medications - I take spirnolactone and birth control for my pcos, and Hashimoto's thyroiditis /hypothyroidism. They could contribute to the problem and I plan on some blood tests to confirm .
Finally there is the possibility it simply developed due to injury or traumas to my body or it's age .
I plan on a MRI or X-ray to confirm the damage .
I'm 29 never had kids and yes I've had relations with men . I did used to suffer frequent UTI when I had a active sex life, but since have only had two UTI in 4 years of celibacy, due to a LDR.
With that info out of the way , I guess I explained my need for depends rather well .
I think honestly as cheap as depends are,
they work for my problem; and unless it gets worse for me I'll probably not shift to diapers unless bed wetting starts ,
which I pray it doesn't because I love my bedding ( I'm a ABDL )