So, I really have to go to a nursing home after 1-3 weeks, for I have mental illnesses. Before that I will live at my parents’ and then in young people’s home where there is a nurse or someone like that daytime but nightly and in weekends clients are alone. I will not tell about ABDL to them since it’ll be so short time, I can pretend to be ”normal”. But I wondered about nursing home...
It’s meant to be a long-term solution, I don’t know if they meant months or years. It would be difficult to be without diapers that long. Should I tell a nurse I like to wear at night even though I don’t physically need to? Or tell the truth, that I like to wear part of the day and all night and use sometimes too? Or tell nothing but buy diapers secretly and wear/use without anyone knowing, if that were possible? That would be quite risky, maybe. Or perhaps I just should bury that part of me for some time. But it would hurt a lot. I feel anxious and sad already.
What’s the worst that can happen? Being like this is not a crime. But I guess they might think I’m really, really crazy and in need of more therapy(well, I like therapies but not about this subject!).
What about telling about being an adult baby? They’d surely notice things, like stuffed animals, toy figures, animal bodies, childish Chewigem chewellry(I use them a bit like pacis, more acceptable in public), such little stuff I will have with me. So it might be more ”natural” discussion, particularly if I didn’t tell about pacifiers or baby toy collection etc. more ”extreme”. So they’d think I’m just childish and a bit eccentric almost-aspie.
I’d be happy to hear your opinions and possible experiences. At first I thought about hiding everything, I still might but I want to think about other options too. I’m an adult so whatever I choose to do nurses can’t tell my family, right? :chin:
It’s meant to be a long-term solution, I don’t know if they meant months or years. It would be difficult to be without diapers that long. Should I tell a nurse I like to wear at night even though I don’t physically need to? Or tell the truth, that I like to wear part of the day and all night and use sometimes too? Or tell nothing but buy diapers secretly and wear/use without anyone knowing, if that were possible? That would be quite risky, maybe. Or perhaps I just should bury that part of me for some time. But it would hurt a lot. I feel anxious and sad already.
What’s the worst that can happen? Being like this is not a crime. But I guess they might think I’m really, really crazy and in need of more therapy(well, I like therapies but not about this subject!).
What about telling about being an adult baby? They’d surely notice things, like stuffed animals, toy figures, animal bodies, childish Chewigem chewellry(I use them a bit like pacis, more acceptable in public), such little stuff I will have with me. So it might be more ”natural” discussion, particularly if I didn’t tell about pacifiers or baby toy collection etc. more ”extreme”. So they’d think I’m just childish and a bit eccentric almost-aspie.
I’d be happy to hear your opinions and possible experiences. At first I thought about hiding everything, I still might but I want to think about other options too. I’m an adult so whatever I choose to do nurses can’t tell my family, right? :chin:
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