JeriHfoley18
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- 55
- Age
- 40
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- Incontinent
Finally figuring out what could be “the causes” of the past 5-6 years.. I knew I was a preemie, but 64 days early and I’m convinced my mother, she drank and smoked the entire time. No records, only that I was 3lbs losing weight failing tests and I wonder, how much affect it has on me now?
Recently, I stick to diapers. Been obsessed with finding the “why” for years and being “discrete” like I’m a criminal hiding drugs, to hell with that lifestyle.. I’m only 38, feel 75 but I’m going to live my best life possible.
Other factors, that led to incontinence.. Iraq, BPH, parasympathetic nervous system deregulated as a mf, alcohol (sober 120 days now!) and diabetic neuropathy's. I won’t lie, at this point and after multiple meds, scopes, ultrasounds, journals, different opinions..
I’m done. Not gonna set up a crib and lay in bed forever and have my wife change me, hell to that. But I am wearing whatever’s necessary with no fcks given.
Semper fi
Recently, I stick to diapers. Been obsessed with finding the “why” for years and being “discrete” like I’m a criminal hiding drugs, to hell with that lifestyle.. I’m only 38, feel 75 but I’m going to live my best life possible.
Other factors, that led to incontinence.. Iraq, BPH, parasympathetic nervous system deregulated as a mf, alcohol (sober 120 days now!) and diabetic neuropathy's. I won’t lie, at this point and after multiple meds, scopes, ultrasounds, journals, different opinions..
I’m done. Not gonna set up a crib and lay in bed forever and have my wife change me, hell to that. But I am wearing whatever’s necessary with no fcks given.
Semper fi