It started from when I was taken fully out of diapers around the age of 3 and at that time it was only cloth and plastic pants available. I used to dress up in multiple pairs of underwear (some were made of flannel towelling to recreate the feeling I missed) I actually remember being in diapers as a child and using them and then being changed, also having to go to the swimming pool and having to go into the ladies changing room (age 4) and being got ready for the pool which entailed having the plastic pants and diaper pulled down while all the ladies were there. All of this must have gone deep into my memory and resurfaced over the years as I got older shaping my current enjoyment fantasies which also seem to be very common with others and amazingly now appear as scenarios in many of the videos that are around its almost like someone has read my thoughts it's so accurate in the content! As a teenager I rediscovered my fetish which then became a problem as I got older in relationships although I've had some great encounters along the way! Like many I look back and wonder why I have this fetish, we are all normal folk doing our thing in life it seemed very alien some days but as the community has grown and more commentary is available from people like 'Diaper Perv' (lady in LV) and lots of review channels for diapers/pants etc it's so much easier to get a good feeling and I do find that I sleep well in a diaper and feel very unstressed long term, so from those early days to now loving nappies/diapers /plastic pants and all the variations that are there is a win! I find it interesting that UK /Australia call them Nappies and Canada /USA know the as diapers, either description works for me in all the right ways!
