safaridaze
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I have read this board for a few years and never created an account. It is nice to know I am not alone. I am far more DL than AB, but I have been CHOOSING to wear more often, and I find myself drawn to more and more AB ideas. It scares me as decades ago, I was too nervous to even buy diapers. then that got easy. years ago I would not dream of going out in them, then that got easy. now, I start thinking of AB things and I get scared. Is my BR going to get a crib in another decade..lol
I am honestly still very embarrassed with myself. I still go thru buy and purge cycles. But as I type, I am sitting in my favorite diaper that I put on 16 hours ago, and am delaying taking it off and showering as I know it will be another few days until it is private enough to wear again.
So do other DL's find that they have moved more toward AB as they played and experimented? Like my first diapers were always plain white. Now I love the prints., and other AB thoughts come flooding in my head, but I push them away usually.
I am divorced 8 years and now with the same girl for 5 years. We are very good together and very open with each other. I told her about it, we even tried to use them in a D/S experiment a few times. but they are not her thing and so now I only do it in private ..... again.
I am honestly still very embarrassed with myself. I still go thru buy and purge cycles. But as I type, I am sitting in my favorite diaper that I put on 16 hours ago, and am delaying taking it off and showering as I know it will be another few days until it is private enough to wear again.
So do other DL's find that they have moved more toward AB as they played and experimented? Like my first diapers were always plain white. Now I love the prints., and other AB thoughts come flooding in my head, but I push them away usually.
I am divorced 8 years and now with the same girl for 5 years. We are very good together and very open with each other. I told her about it, we even tried to use them in a D/S experiment a few times. but they are not her thing and so now I only do it in private ..... again.