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Hello hello !!!
I'm very new to this all. Everything here. But I'm having fun slowly treading the waters !!
I'm a young adult based in the PNW area of the United States as part of my freelancing (and queer acceptance). I love monsters (both cute and scary), beasts of all kinds, and love love LOVE plantlife especially. I'm a huge foodie and especially love rice-based foods.
Very important topics to me include trans- and post-humanism, sexuality, romantic, and gender orientations, disability advocacy, mental health, and communications skills.
I work as a lone game developer and have self-taught many languages since I was a kid. I currently program in C# and use Unity for game development, but I am looking to use Godot and other engines in the near future. In addition to game development I am a 3D character and prop artist and I am also a character illustrator.
A little about my history with ABDL. My experience is largely furry-centric since I've been in furry spheres since, well, even before I was on the internet. My first exposure to ABDL was through babyfurs. At the time I never understood it (I suppose I was too young and inexperienced then) and eventually came to feel disdain for it because it made me feel weird and flustered and uncomfortable (if only I knew !). What especially disgusted me was messy diapers in particular. Over the years I grew to have more and more friends that were into it. Obviously, since I had more personal stakes now, I tried to be more respectful with my disapproval, simply saying it wasn't for me or I was simply uncomfortable with it. At some point, I did realise I was in denial, but I didn't have a space to safely explore it with people I trusted. Sure, I had friends into it, but they weren't the kind of friends I'd have let guide me through it all (nowadays of course I'd let them do anything). And I would feel especially guilty bringing it up to them after I expressed such strong disapproval. Eventually, some of my partners confessed being into it, and I took this as an opportunity to explore it myself. I wanted to support them in any way I could and I am frequently a person my friends go to confide in things and explore things they're unsure about. I'm happy to have curated such a space and to have basically turned around completely on my stances earlier in life.
In these scenarios I am often projected as a young child furry ("kidfur", which this site doesn't have as an identification term) and act as a caretaker for my younger padded siblings (my partners !). Whether I'm also wearing diapers in these scenarios is up to them, really. I've had a lot of fun in these scenarios and especially bonding with my partners and friends who are into these things. It makes me so happy to see them have fun and be so comfortable
After such a wonderful exploration with them, I've come to understand myself more and why they previously made me uncomfortable. I learned it was because of (involuntary) infantilisation and hygienic issues. I've learned that, so long as I'm respected and cared for, I don't really mind what happens as long as things are also kept clean. I'm all about that softness and tender love and care. I love my padded siblings (both younger and older !) and at this point I love being padded too. I can't wait to try out some more with close company.
I'm still very shy and learning my ways around this sort of thing. Please be gentle with the baby.
Thank you for reading. What was your first exposure to ABDL like ? What sort of experiences have you had ? Were you initially repulsed or did you like it right away ? What's your favourite thing about it ?
I'm very new to this all. Everything here. But I'm having fun slowly treading the waters !!
I'm a young adult based in the PNW area of the United States as part of my freelancing (and queer acceptance). I love monsters (both cute and scary), beasts of all kinds, and love love LOVE plantlife especially. I'm a huge foodie and especially love rice-based foods.
Very important topics to me include trans- and post-humanism, sexuality, romantic, and gender orientations, disability advocacy, mental health, and communications skills.I work as a lone game developer and have self-taught many languages since I was a kid. I currently program in C# and use Unity for game development, but I am looking to use Godot and other engines in the near future. In addition to game development I am a 3D character and prop artist and I am also a character illustrator.
A little about my history with ABDL. My experience is largely furry-centric since I've been in furry spheres since, well, even before I was on the internet. My first exposure to ABDL was through babyfurs. At the time I never understood it (I suppose I was too young and inexperienced then) and eventually came to feel disdain for it because it made me feel weird and flustered and uncomfortable (if only I knew !). What especially disgusted me was messy diapers in particular. Over the years I grew to have more and more friends that were into it. Obviously, since I had more personal stakes now, I tried to be more respectful with my disapproval, simply saying it wasn't for me or I was simply uncomfortable with it. At some point, I did realise I was in denial, but I didn't have a space to safely explore it with people I trusted. Sure, I had friends into it, but they weren't the kind of friends I'd have let guide me through it all (nowadays of course I'd let them do anything). And I would feel especially guilty bringing it up to them after I expressed such strong disapproval. Eventually, some of my partners confessed being into it, and I took this as an opportunity to explore it myself. I wanted to support them in any way I could and I am frequently a person my friends go to confide in things and explore things they're unsure about. I'm happy to have curated such a space and to have basically turned around completely on my stances earlier in life.
In these scenarios I am often projected as a young child furry ("kidfur", which this site doesn't have as an identification term) and act as a caretaker for my younger padded siblings (my partners !). Whether I'm also wearing diapers in these scenarios is up to them, really. I've had a lot of fun in these scenarios and especially bonding with my partners and friends who are into these things. It makes me so happy to see them have fun and be so comfortable
After such a wonderful exploration with them, I've come to understand myself more and why they previously made me uncomfortable. I learned it was because of (involuntary) infantilisation and hygienic issues. I've learned that, so long as I'm respected and cared for, I don't really mind what happens as long as things are also kept clean. I'm all about that softness and tender love and care. I love my padded siblings (both younger and older !) and at this point I love being padded too. I can't wait to try out some more with close company.
I'm still very shy and learning my ways around this sort of thing. Please be gentle with the baby.
Thank you for reading. What was your first exposure to ABDL like ? What sort of experiences have you had ? Were you initially repulsed or did you like it right away ? What's your favourite thing about it ?
feeling very loved and welcomed already. 
Looking forward to trying things out !!