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I know some folks with autism who are low functioning. That is what i was referring too. No offense intended to anyone.
People going through all that trouble for a few measily peanuts once a year when they could apply themselves in the real world and make way more than that every month. I'll never understand it.eu38foot said:She is (ab)using you as a tax write-off.
All I can say is shit!baliebox4916 said:ok so when i was talking to my friend who is a trans man starting hormone replacement therapy he brought up the fact that i showed him some abdl art that i have on my pc
this art i've been building up for 7-8 years now has nearly 7000 photos of abdl artwork, lolita fashion, furry art, femboys, cute cosplays etc catigorized in specific colors
however some of this art may be taken wrong as some abdls or furries draw themselves in sexual situations while also in a daycare or something
but mainly its just cute artwork of furries like you see in kurikias works or cute artwork of anime girls like you see in an anime like precure, tokyo mew mew or sailor moon and live action photos of femboys, lolita fashion, petticoats, lace socks etc
this didn't bode well with my neighbour (the trans man) who is also an artist who already has a bad taste in me in regards to me being autistic
and last night they told my mom about my art being bad and my mom flipped out
(they even told my mom about the nsfw art i had of the muppets (WHICH WAS MEANT TO BE FUNNY btw like you see in family guy AND I MAKE SURE do disassociate NSFW of the muppets with sesame street as thats creepy)
and they also misinterpreted some diaper changing art of curly and sue from cave story and sly cooper as being because my dad got me into abdl
WHICH IS FALSE
i got into abdl not because of my dad but, I TOLD THEM, its because my mom treated me like a baby because i was autistic and controlled my media viewing habits and the way i lived in my moms house just because im autistic and my dad would always come home drunk and one time i found one of my old diapers and put it on, and then i found my old frilly teddy bear and wore the diaper while holding my bear when my dad got home drunk
this was back in 2002 or so and i wanted to show my dad that i was still cute like in that spongebob episode grandmas kisses
i only had diaper art of curly and sue not because im attracted to those characters but because i want to live curly or sues life instead of my life as an autistic
(plus cave story is the perfect series to feature a diaper change imo as its like comparing the life of my neighbours or other mutuals to when i was in respite care back in the day epecially when the diaper is being used and the yellow line turns blue and the idea of curly brace changing me and sues diaper in the plantation gives me comfort)
and the sly cooper art because sly cooper makes me nostalgic for the days when my dad was alive before i was sent to respite care and abused
(because my dad had friends that reminded me of the gang members from sly cooper)
im so f**king scared and pissed right now
now my mom either wants me to delete some of the art or get therapy
(which sucks because some of the art is irreplaceable)
all because my neighbours think that abdl (and other feminine fashion) is the same as being attracted to kids (which they probally got from 4chan or some drama they saw online)
and my mom is very conservative and thinks wearing a diaper is the same as wanting to look like a kid or special needs person and not something normal people should do
who do they think they are f**kin disney
anyone
I am Autistic with Cerebral Palsy.baliebox4916 said:yes their female to male
im 26 and i cant move out because my moms keeping me here because she sees my autism as a liability on which i cant live on my own and my family is very straight and conservative and also treats my autism not as me being smart but instead me having the mind of a 6 year old
i went to a special ed class during high school and thats why i cant get a job (otherwise like i said i would have tried abdl diapers and have plenty of fanart of my fursonas and game consoles years ago)