I do enjoy wearing diapers. I love the comfortable padded feel. I have had an underwear fetish since my late teens, early twenties. I also discovered that I really like wearing padded bicycle shorts. I think I kind of have a padding fetish also. Memory foam mattress and pillows, new tennis shoes that hug my feet, my wife’s bras (no I don’t wear them), etc.
I told my wife almost a year ago. She thinks it is weird and doesn’t really understand it. She agreed that I can wear, since it is just a comfort thing, but she doesn’t want to see it. She asked if I could just wear padded underwear, but I wasn’t aware of anything that would have that comfy diaper feel. I am not sure why see she’s disposable diapers as worse than padded underwear. I wore disposable diapers for 5or 6 months after that, mostly in the evening and at night a few days a week. I wore cloth backed that were discrete. My wife and I have never discussed it since I initially told her. She loves me as much as before, we just don’t talk about it.
Last December I bought Rearz training pants and wear them to bed. I also bought some Super Undies, which I really like. I have only worn disposable diapers a couple times since. I don’t really care about wetting, so these work really well. They are softer than a dry disposable diaper. My wife washes them and has still not said a word about me wearing. I really think she is getting use to it, but I am afraid to ask her. One time several months ago she pinched my diaper butt while I was still in bed. I asked her if she knew I was wearing and was going to tell her that was sweet of her. She said she knew but then acted all disgusted about it. I feel like that set her back, so I don’t want to push it. I hope some day she can at least pat my padded butt playfully.
