Babyrob2310
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Well I'm babyrob. Just here to learn and find support.
I feel like if I'm not careful I'm going to drive my wonderful wife away because I push too much. I don't want her to be my mother. That's honestly a little creepy to think about. I do love when she will put me in diapers but since I haven't brought the subject up in nearly five years when I did ask her to put a diaper on me her reaction to say I could put one on myself hurt for some reason and I don't understand it. I understand the thought of me being her baby, to her, means that she'd be raising another child and she doesn't need or want that additional stress. I don't blame her. I wouldn't either. I do want to be able to call her momma and have her diaper me every now and then. I even like the idea of her controlling me but even that seemed to freak her out today.
I did write her an email that made it seem like I wanted to her to put me in diapers every night and be my mother by the way it sounded. That was a mistake on my part. I made mention of thinking of purchasing a onesie and because it was in that email she thought I meant so that I could wear around her adult daughter without her ever knowing. That's not why I wanted it. I'm genuinely interested in the feeling of having my diaper held tight against me and the lack of ability to touch myself while eating it.
Yes, for me diapers are sexual. It is such a turn on for me for my wife to put me in a diaper that the mere thought of it almost makes me orgasm. Unfortunately, although I do find my wife very attractive both sexually and otherwise it seems that if I'm not in diapers I don't get aroused easily. I know that hurts her and has in the past made her feel like she wasn't enough for me as a woman.
She has always been supportive even buying me diapers after five years when I sent her a link and not even thinking twice about it. Think I scared her when I made mention of the fact it excited me a little when I noticed they could be a subscription from this particular site.
I don't want to hurt her and most definitely don't want to lose her. She's the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me on do many levels.
I think I honestly need to just talk to her about boundaries and figure out how far I can safely push things without intentionally hurting our relationship.
Sorry for the long first post. I just feel I'm losing the best thing that ever happened to me and it's my fault.
I feel like if I'm not careful I'm going to drive my wonderful wife away because I push too much. I don't want her to be my mother. That's honestly a little creepy to think about. I do love when she will put me in diapers but since I haven't brought the subject up in nearly five years when I did ask her to put a diaper on me her reaction to say I could put one on myself hurt for some reason and I don't understand it. I understand the thought of me being her baby, to her, means that she'd be raising another child and she doesn't need or want that additional stress. I don't blame her. I wouldn't either. I do want to be able to call her momma and have her diaper me every now and then. I even like the idea of her controlling me but even that seemed to freak her out today.
I did write her an email that made it seem like I wanted to her to put me in diapers every night and be my mother by the way it sounded. That was a mistake on my part. I made mention of thinking of purchasing a onesie and because it was in that email she thought I meant so that I could wear around her adult daughter without her ever knowing. That's not why I wanted it. I'm genuinely interested in the feeling of having my diaper held tight against me and the lack of ability to touch myself while eating it.
Yes, for me diapers are sexual. It is such a turn on for me for my wife to put me in a diaper that the mere thought of it almost makes me orgasm. Unfortunately, although I do find my wife very attractive both sexually and otherwise it seems that if I'm not in diapers I don't get aroused easily. I know that hurts her and has in the past made her feel like she wasn't enough for me as a woman.
She has always been supportive even buying me diapers after five years when I sent her a link and not even thinking twice about it. Think I scared her when I made mention of the fact it excited me a little when I noticed they could be a subscription from this particular site.
I don't want to hurt her and most definitely don't want to lose her. She's the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me on do many levels.
I think I honestly need to just talk to her about boundaries and figure out how far I can safely push things without intentionally hurting our relationship.
Sorry for the long first post. I just feel I'm losing the best thing that ever happened to me and it's my fault.
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