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Litterally, no pulse, no breathing, nothing.
Yes, I was brought back by the EMT's, not sure on how long was out for.
I remember nothing I can say was "Real" about the experiance, but have some recolloctions/memory from the time.
I'm just now 3-1/2 years after the this that I'm starting to talk about it.
I have NO good timeline, time seems to be well askew from the "real" world outside my head.
Basically I was slowly/over some considerable time, like 30 mins in the real world from falling (Phone called 911 cause of a drop) and when the emt's were on-site to start working on me. They seemed to be in/out (from security cams) like 10-12 mins. In that time they gave me narcan(it wasnt any overdose), couldnt get a pulse, not sure the exact timeline, but drilled in an IO in my leg, started pushing fluids in with medications through the IO, not sure what all meds they pushed in, but I know I got the paddles at least once as burns on me chest from that.
The best clinical diagnosis is Autonomic nerve damage. And have the chicken and the egg deal. Did the fall cause the brain issues or did i have an issue with brain which caused me to fall.
That said for the actual facts, now comes the "Memories".
I remember quite a lot from the time I was out, seems to me i was out for about 1-2 days. I remember being in a large theater (like victorian medical theater) and being the patient on the gurney. Remember them talking about my condition and past issues and this was over quite a long time, both talking about things that wern't available in victorian times, and this "dr" explaining medical things to the people watching, form little things like reflex in the legs, arms, etc. Then going through things I didnt understand as well.
After that, i was with people that seemed famaliar to me, but not exactly people i recognize...Like people I should know....
Talked with many people about many different things, mostly very technical things, from AI to physical silicon being used for computer chips, and physics at the quantum realm, and things like interpersonal relationships, to wellbeing talks.
This was many many days, and multiple hours of conversations.
Also, i felt very comfortable, no pain (I have pain every day from previous injuries), remember was in my actual house for a lot of this "time". and way to much to put in a post.
So, I wake up in the ICU with lots of tubes and stuff, not sure if real or not...but met a bunch of drs about what was going on, funny thing is when I actually woke up, the previous drs that i met with, they didnt exist. So that was also not in this realm.
Anyhow that was a start of a pile of medical issues, but I was alive...but never felt like i died in any way. Quite a bunch of the "conversations" i had with people are WAY outside my expertise, some within my expertise as well, tons of different topics. But all them even if in my expertise was way too far above what i know. I'm smart but in no way is something I "Know", like talking about quantum physics, I've read/watched a couple things about it, but that is all. Also things I dont know anything about at all, like talking about gene splicing, or orbital mechanics. I have since watched a few things on these topics I could find and the talks seem to be true/similar to these memories.
Anyhow, had to post a bit about this, have not talked to many people about this, only my ex GF.
Yes, I was brought back by the EMT's, not sure on how long was out for.
I remember nothing I can say was "Real" about the experiance, but have some recolloctions/memory from the time.
I'm just now 3-1/2 years after the this that I'm starting to talk about it.
I have NO good timeline, time seems to be well askew from the "real" world outside my head.
Basically I was slowly/over some considerable time, like 30 mins in the real world from falling (Phone called 911 cause of a drop) and when the emt's were on-site to start working on me. They seemed to be in/out (from security cams) like 10-12 mins. In that time they gave me narcan(it wasnt any overdose), couldnt get a pulse, not sure the exact timeline, but drilled in an IO in my leg, started pushing fluids in with medications through the IO, not sure what all meds they pushed in, but I know I got the paddles at least once as burns on me chest from that.
The best clinical diagnosis is Autonomic nerve damage. And have the chicken and the egg deal. Did the fall cause the brain issues or did i have an issue with brain which caused me to fall.
That said for the actual facts, now comes the "Memories".
I remember quite a lot from the time I was out, seems to me i was out for about 1-2 days. I remember being in a large theater (like victorian medical theater) and being the patient on the gurney. Remember them talking about my condition and past issues and this was over quite a long time, both talking about things that wern't available in victorian times, and this "dr" explaining medical things to the people watching, form little things like reflex in the legs, arms, etc. Then going through things I didnt understand as well.
After that, i was with people that seemed famaliar to me, but not exactly people i recognize...Like people I should know....
Talked with many people about many different things, mostly very technical things, from AI to physical silicon being used for computer chips, and physics at the quantum realm, and things like interpersonal relationships, to wellbeing talks.
This was many many days, and multiple hours of conversations.
Also, i felt very comfortable, no pain (I have pain every day from previous injuries), remember was in my actual house for a lot of this "time". and way to much to put in a post.
So, I wake up in the ICU with lots of tubes and stuff, not sure if real or not...but met a bunch of drs about what was going on, funny thing is when I actually woke up, the previous drs that i met with, they didnt exist. So that was also not in this realm.
Anyhow that was a start of a pile of medical issues, but I was alive...but never felt like i died in any way. Quite a bunch of the "conversations" i had with people are WAY outside my expertise, some within my expertise as well, tons of different topics. But all them even if in my expertise was way too far above what i know. I'm smart but in no way is something I "Know", like talking about quantum physics, I've read/watched a couple things about it, but that is all. Also things I dont know anything about at all, like talking about gene splicing, or orbital mechanics. I have since watched a few things on these topics I could find and the talks seem to be true/similar to these memories.
Anyhow, had to post a bit about this, have not talked to many people about this, only my ex GF.