PTSDSurvivor413
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Stayed hydrated the rest of the day. Diaper was soaked by 5pm which was a good sign right? No warnings today. I say that because I only checked when I got the reminder on my phonePadPhilosopher said:It's too soon to know whether the experience you just had means you won't be able to use the toilet in the future, and one event is not a pattern. It definitely means that you have healing to do before you try again, and I think it's emotional rather than physical in this instance. It is very possible, even probable based on what you're telling me, that right now, having your intimate area uncovered for any reason causes a feeling of vulnerability to the point of causing tension sufficient to stop normal urination. This is not at all surprising, under your circumstances. I'm just very glad that you are able to void freely while wearing a diaper, because that will help your pelvic health, and if you couldn't void at all, it would be an emergency. You may be correct on the slight urge being just the feeling of actually starting to void; monitor your bladder with that thought in mind, but don't try to make it do anything right now. Just try to determine what it actually IS doing.
Wearing a diaper clearly gives you a feeling of safety that allows you to void as needed while you heal, and unlike drugs, has no side effects. Embrace the help that they are to you as your body and emotions heal, and when the cruelty that you've experienced as a result of needing to use diapers is brought back to mind, remind yourself that those who love you, including He Who loves you most, are glad that you're taking care of yourself.