Ego Problems, Embarrasment

[kik91]

Okay, so this will sounds stupid but I'm telling anyway. My parents accept my ABDL side, and I have no problem wearing diapers around my mother or sister. But even though he's accepting, it's embarrassing to do it with my dad. Maybe it is my ego or pride, I don't know.

I know he doesn't mind that I suck my thumb with him, but is still makes me feel weird. I wish it didn't because I get urges and it sucks.

Thoughts?

 

[dogboy]

When my mom discovered all "my stuff" when I was in college, she obviously knew I enjoyed wearing diapers and all that goes with it. I know she would have told my dad, because they were also sending me to see a psychiatrist. She would occasionally bring it up, leaving pamphlets in my bedroom entitled, "How To Be a Man", etc. She also found my gay porn so it was a double whammy. But my dad never said anything or even acknowledged what was going on. That was typical for him and I was glad i didn't have to have two uncomfortable conversations. He was Lenni Lenape Indian, so that may have had something to do with it.

When I was in high school, both my junior and senior years, he and I would go sailing on my sail boat after dinner. I can't remember anything we might have talked about. I think a lot of it was silent sailing, which is one of the beautiful things about sailing instead of being in a motor powered boat. Funny how dads are different from moms.