GatoChihuahua
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Babyman1224 said:Always some whack job hijacking these threads with some psychobabble. This is exactly why my wife won’t create an account on here. Disappointing the number of desperate males that feel the need to constantly bombard every “mommy” that makes an appearance on here. Too bad. I enjoy some of these threads but always leave it up to some nutter to get on here posting crazy shit about getting a certified mommy through the state. Wtf???!!! Try to ground yourself in reality please. This is a website for support of the Incon crowd and the abdl community. Way too much weird shit going on here now. Between the obviously fake accounts to the over the top crazies I’m worried this website is headed straight into the crapper.
There should be a dedicated Caregiver's forum with established rules for moderation. The Off-Topic section is just not a fitting place for a loving and On-Topic thread to thrive. I believe a moderated Mommy/Daddy space would not only help keep threads on topic, but also would entice more people to participate in those [potential] threads.
Please also remember that there are lots of non-fake people on this site with real illnesses and disabilities, real feelings, and in some cases, severely limited social skills, and so it is NOT okay to call people crazy in a mean way . Please? Thanks
Why am I here in particular?
My son is graduating high school in a few weeks, and he will be off to university in the Fall. My daughter will be a high school Sophomore next year. When they were both still in preschool I got to quit my job and become a stay-at-home-Dad. Those six years were magical! I had never felt so needed, expected, loved, exhausted, and taken for granted (but in an awesome way). I cooked, baked, cleaned, organized birthday parties, helped with their homework, took them weekly to the library, played endless hours with blocks, puzzles, etc. I piqued their interest and indulged their curiosity and imagination.
It's been 8 years since I was very abruptly divorced, as I am an asexual, genderfluid person with Aspergers no amount of nostalgia can make me easier to live with, or more realistically suited as a traditional "manly" husband. 3000 miles are between me and my kids all these years since. Because of Covid I haven't seen them for 3 years now, but I am flying out for my son's graduation in a couple weeks. It has all been on my mind for months now, how the kids are grown, the initial closeness we shared the first half of their childhood contrasted against the emotional-distancing we have shared for the latter half of their childhood, and how lonely I have been these past 8 years.
I realized only a few nights ago now: the idea that I could be a caregiver. Making someone else feel safe, special, and loved! Taking care of someone in ways I can show and share intimacy without having to get sexual. I feel like it's really an eye opening moment for me and I am thankful for every honest post I read here! If there wasn't such a variety of mommies here I may never have thought of myself in that role, or specifically what the role means to me.
I originally came to this site because my IC had become a noticeable problem again recently, and there is just too much overlap here with the rest of my life to ignore. Every part of the site has been helpful to me in some way already, and it could always get better (instead of worse)