- Messages
- 29
- Age
- 26
- Role
- Diaper Lover
- Sissy
Does anyone around here go out of their way to misbehave or be belligerent, whether it's to get punishment or if it's just the way you like to act when playing? A lot of people seem to dislike brats, but I feel like as long as the person is using common sense and not being manipulative, then there are plenty of upsides as long as both partners enjoy it.
As far as me personally, as much as I fantasize about being punished, I don't think I could actually do it. I would just end up feeling guilty for making my daddy mad enough to the point where he felt like he had to punish me. (Plus he's made it obvious that when I've actually earned a punishment, it won't be fun for me - spanking me until it hurts so much I cry, for one example) As a kid I always felt awful when I misbehaved and got reprimanded, and that instinctual guilt for being bad still hasn't gone away. I was generally well behaved, so I guess it felt all the more jarring and upsetting on the occasion that I wasn't. I've always been kind of sensitive. So instead of being bratty, I'm thinking I'll likely much more enjoy being a sweet and well-behaved sissy baby, and being called a "good girl/good baby." If I want spankings that DON'T leave me an emotional wreck, I'll probably just get playful ones as a reward.
As far as me personally, as much as I fantasize about being punished, I don't think I could actually do it. I would just end up feeling guilty for making my daddy mad enough to the point where he felt like he had to punish me. (Plus he's made it obvious that when I've actually earned a punishment, it won't be fun for me - spanking me until it hurts so much I cry, for one example) As a kid I always felt awful when I misbehaved and got reprimanded, and that instinctual guilt for being bad still hasn't gone away. I was generally well behaved, so I guess it felt all the more jarring and upsetting on the occasion that I wasn't. I've always been kind of sensitive. So instead of being bratty, I'm thinking I'll likely much more enjoy being a sweet and well-behaved sissy baby, and being called a "good girl/good baby." If I want spankings that DON'T leave me an emotional wreck, I'll probably just get playful ones as a reward.