Anyone else just want to (accidentally) wet just once at will? And how would you even do that?

[bambinod]

The closest you're likely to get is just a "spontaneous decision" wetting. Like you're just standing there doing dishes or sitting at the computer on youtube, and get that unexpected (but not really "urgent") reminder from your bladder that it is filling up. See how fast you can react to that and get to wetting your diaper. Try that for an entire weekend. Every time you get that notice, start the wetting as fast as possible. Good way to train your bladder to be more "spontaneous". It's not going to lead to a loss of control, but will let you ride pretty close to the line. Makes it easier to wet overnight, spend less time awake. before/after wetting your diaper.