dl4love
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- Adult Baby
- Diaper Lover
I think it's easier for me to accept that I'm ABDL even if I still have trouble accepting that side. I tried many times to quit, I threw away a lot of diapers packs and clothes (probably several hundred euros) but my ABDL side comes back every time (binge cycle).
I noticed that since I started to accept this side, I am more confident in certain situations :
I used to be afraid to go out at night to empty the bins with trash bags full of diapers, I was ashamed because I live in an apartment and I didn't want that my neighbors can guess I wear diapers. I was also embarrassed when a diapers ads was shown on TV.
Now I don't care
I still have trouble keeping my diaper on after masturbating, I feel disgusting but this time, I don't throw away my ABDL stuff.
Do you have any advice on how to progress (acceptance)?
I noticed that since I started to accept this side, I am more confident in certain situations :
I used to be afraid to go out at night to empty the bins with trash bags full of diapers, I was ashamed because I live in an apartment and I didn't want that my neighbors can guess I wear diapers. I was also embarrassed when a diapers ads was shown on TV.
Now I don't care
I still have trouble keeping my diaper on after masturbating, I feel disgusting but this time, I don't throw away my ABDL stuff.
Do you have any advice on how to progress (acceptance)?