Skylark
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Not sure if this is an appropriate topic but it's something that I think about daily.
I'm not one to believe in addiction being a disease I feel it's more a mental disorder (feel however you want about that). I've dealt with addiction I guess you could say (only thing I've felt I couldn't quit was Xanax) I've enjoyed many things to much on occasion.
From an early age I've been into drugs and used them as a way to cope and socialize. I've done some things that never really interfered with my life and I've done some stuff that has almost/have ruined/killed me.
Idk where I'm going with this but I just wanted to vent and possibly talk to others who understand.
I'm still not sober and not sure I ever will be. It's just hard to know this is always with me and could come back how it was.
I'm not one to believe in addiction being a disease I feel it's more a mental disorder (feel however you want about that). I've dealt with addiction I guess you could say (only thing I've felt I couldn't quit was Xanax) I've enjoyed many things to much on occasion.
From an early age I've been into drugs and used them as a way to cope and socialize. I've done some things that never really interfered with my life and I've done some stuff that has almost/have ruined/killed me.
Idk where I'm going with this but I just wanted to vent and possibly talk to others who understand.
I'm still not sober and not sure I ever will be. It's just hard to know this is always with me and could come back how it was.