littlemoosey
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When I was hitting bottom on multiple levels; out of nowhere I opened up to my wife. It was the biggest leap of faith I had ever taken in my life. A secret I had held for over 50 years and had kept from her for 30.
This past year has been the best year of my life. I can be me around my wife, she accepts and participates in my little side 100%. I am not embarrassed or ashamed to discuss this side of me or my needs with her. In fact she just stood next to me a few moments ago to order new diaper pins and disposables, she was looking at jammies as well commenting on how cute they were, and that I need to have thicker plastic pants the next time around.
Another thing that has helped me immensely is all of you. Your advice your trial's and tribulations. I can not remember exactly when I found ADISC, I know it took me a few months to get up the courage to join. But, I have felt nothing but welcome here and have learned so much. My wife even reads the threads to learn more about me and being AB. It has been so helpful. This site has been instrumental along with my wife's unconditional acceptance for me to wipe away the shame and guilt that I carried locked away deep within for over 50 years. And even though, I know that this "thing" will probably never be mainstream in my lifetime. At least in my little corner of the world I have found peace and acceptance. Thank you.
This past year has been the best year of my life. I can be me around my wife, she accepts and participates in my little side 100%. I am not embarrassed or ashamed to discuss this side of me or my needs with her. In fact she just stood next to me a few moments ago to order new diaper pins and disposables, she was looking at jammies as well commenting on how cute they were, and that I need to have thicker plastic pants the next time around.
Another thing that has helped me immensely is all of you. Your advice your trial's and tribulations. I can not remember exactly when I found ADISC, I know it took me a few months to get up the courage to join. But, I have felt nothing but welcome here and have learned so much. My wife even reads the threads to learn more about me and being AB. It has been so helpful. This site has been instrumental along with my wife's unconditional acceptance for me to wipe away the shame and guilt that I carried locked away deep within for over 50 years. And even though, I know that this "thing" will probably never be mainstream in my lifetime. At least in my little corner of the world I have found peace and acceptance. Thank you.