NECottageNerd
Est. Contributor
- Messages
- 42
- Age
- 31
- Role
- Diaper Lover
- Little
- Incontinent
- Carer
When I first started wearing adult diapers, it was strictly to manage night time incontinence. Even at that, I would typically only wet my diaper. That all changed one night this past summer when I went to bed feeling off. In the middle of the night I woke up and could feel a sharp pain in my stomach. My initial thought was to get up and go to the bathroom. But I was tired and comfortable in bed. Previously if I woke up needing to pee, I would often just go in my diaper. The sharp pain and pressure were quickly escalating, and even though I figured I probably could make it to the bathroom, I decided to relax my muscles and give a slight push. A wave of relief washed over me and I could feel the warmth gtowing beneath me as I began to mess my diaper. I hadn't moved or anything I was just lying there on my back, going in my diaper. Afterward I felt so much better and fell back asleep almost immediately. It took me a few days to understand why exactly I had chosen to do that. But I came to the realization that I like messing my diaper. I think a lot of it has to do with the sensory input and sense of relief and security it gave me. These days I am diapered pretty much any time I'm at home, and if I have to go... I just go.