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Some companies have instituted a corn starch scented similar to classic baby powder. I have found it at Wnico Foods, but they are rather rare. There are probably others. What they sell feels and smells like the real thing.

There may be some fears out of the past that relate to this experience. Consider the possibility that when very young, you were hurt during a change. Some parents might give a slap on the butt if baby moves too much during changing. It does not have to be a serious injury to give lasting...

You may be a sort of a crossroad. Wetting in bed intentionally can lead to a habit of wetting accidentally. As you seem not to be OK with that, you would be wise to take some time off, or at least avoid wetting intentionally.

Nice that you are having a good time together.

Nice stuff. And as they said in Alice In Wonderland, "A very merry unbirthday to you."

Yes, good work.

Sometimes I woke up in the night and sometimes slept till morning. There were some night when I began the night on the edge of the bed, hoping that if I woke up wet I could roll over to the other side. Not very effective.

Intentionally wetting your diaper in bed can indeed lead to building the habit of wetting in your sleep, diapered or not. Several members here have reported that it happened to them. I have experienced it a few times myself. You might want to start getting up in the night and going to the...

You could consider a pullup type in the daytime, which would protect from the regressive accident you mention. It would be easy to keep hidden and take away the fear. But it would also in lessening the fear, make it more likely to have that accident.

I think we can be regressed while sleeping. I read an account in the past about a man whose bedwetting was determined to be caused by his little side coming to the front while sleeping and wetting his bed.

Can we assume that this all started with you intentionally wetting diapers in bed? Sounds like you initiated a bedwetting habit. Then the emotional condition is spilling out into urge OAC.

Sounds like you two are having a lot of fun with your little.

I am using a cornstarch powder sold by Winco Foods. It feels and smells like the original to me.

Stargazer93, I understand your pain. I, too, was neglected and abused, and have plenty of reason to hate my parents. What I work on is forgiveness. I recommend a book titled "Help for Hurting Hearts" by Lana Bateman. It is an exercise in getting through the pain and releasing the hate and...