Hm.. I don't really know. I just feel like a little girl in an almost-an-adult-guy's body >.> I also have some more girlish likes.. I like Hello Kitty, cute things, pink, you know.. But I can't say that as a guy cuz I'd be called gay. Apparently we live in a completely opinion-based society where ignorance is king.. Everything is based upon gender expectations. If a guy likes pink, he's gay. If a guy does anything girly, he's gay. It's bs..
I do like to express my manliness like most men, and I enjoy trying to "act tough to impress girls" xD But I just feel like a little girl at heart.. And that's what leads me to being a sissy when it comes to ab/dl, I suppose.
I know it sounds complicated so if you don't understand anything or if you're confused or have any questions just lemme know. :T